My feeling

Why this happen again?

Why always so disappointed what he say..?

My heart so pain when he cant do it..!

I call myself to tahan about it..

But this time cant le..

I did not know why..

Totally big quarrel...

Almost break again...!

I can tell you..

My studies is more important you..!

Because i did not have future,

how i going to help my parents?!

You wont know how sam fu is my family now..!

I did not tell you too much also..

Cause i know you will help me..!

I did not like people help me in money problem..!

However..

I also will settle by myself..

Sorry..

I have quarrel with you again and again..

Because of my attitude all this have happen..

I damnly hate myself..

I asked myself..

I did not want to gives up this relationship..

But sometimes..

It is different than what i think,...

I just can say sorry...!

Say truthly...

I love you deeply..

AND

I cant put down all my love that i have give to you..!