I will getting lost on facebook, phone, msn and blog...
To all my friends...
Dont worry me...
I will take my time...
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
wont...
I wont couple anymore...
I will wait you come back to my heart...
I will....
I wont let it just over here...
I still so love you...
I still so miss you...
Cant..
Cant sleep...
Cant eat..
Cant do anything by heart...
Cant smile...
Cant stop myself to love you...
Cant stop myself to miss you...
Cant stop our relationship...
Cant stop thinking you...
Starting to the end...
I asked him...
Before you also haven't like me also can together with me...
The feel can man man pei yang de...
Why this time cant???
What make you no feel to me??
Sometimes you want i pui you..
I also do that to you...
But now you give me back the respond is this...
Other things make me more sad is..
He say he together with me,
Just 2 days happy only..
Other days is not happy de...
the 2 days is go out with him and went to his house...
just 2 things will make him happy only...
Most the things also my wrong..
No time pui him..
Busy working..
Always sleeping...
Always tuition...
This is make by myself!!!!
BREAK..
Yesterday morning...
8 something..
our relationship have been end on there...
He say he dont like me le...
This word make me so hurt...
I saw the word, i have cry out...
The second things is...
WE are not same world de...
My heart break 1 more time...
Why he treat me like that???
I very love him,...
But he treat me like that...
I feel that i so useless...
Cause cant keep his heart to me...
I so sad...
I want him back...
I know this wont be happen...
Why he can be so can ren???
Friday, July 23, 2010
Cry until no water le...
I cry until my eyes no more water le..
Now my eyes damn pain..
haiz!!!
He will care??
I think he wont!!!
Sholud I keep crying???
I very sad right now...
why can act nothing de???
Why you can act nothing happen de..
You like that will make my heart more pain...
I ask you dont find me...
You really do that to me..
If you really love me, you wont just leave the alone...
Everyone is worrying right now..
Did you???
In facebook...
Also did not see anything that you are saying that you are sad...
Maybe..
This is the end for me...
STOP SMOKE
I have promise many people that i will stop smoke..
I know you all care about my healthy...
I know it..
I will always remember what you all say to me...
Thanks for wake me up early from dead time...
Thanks alot...!!!!
When you see my blog...
When you see my blog..
I know you will cry..
And scold yourself..
Why useless...!!!
Always make me angry...
And make me sad...
I want to say to you!!!
You no need to feel so sorry to me..
For me...
Anything is fine..
If i can settle, my problem..
I really hope you can give me some time to think it..
I need to rest my brain..
The first time you know me..
Until now..
I have change anot...
Maybe you dont know...
You did not know it well...
I will forgive you..
And i did not zhe guai ni...
Dont think yourself useless...
I want you to promise me...
Give me time...
DOnt simply think things...
dont always feel that you so useless...
Dont cry..
must take care yourself...
Cant sleep at all~
I cant sleep at all..
I did not reply your message...
You just dont care it..
I dont know why you will treat me like that..
You know what is my feeling???
Just like someone is going leave me...
I think you will do that to me IN ONE DAY!!!
Before sleep and before sms you the last message...
I have cry...
You are the second boy make me cry deeply...
You just my first bf...
I did not want to write the story here...
My heart so pain..
I keep waiting you send message to me..
but...
you did not do it..
I asked you...
If i say br*** to you..
You will how???
You answer me...
I don know...
This answer i will know you love me anot..
I know you got love me..
but the percentage is getting less and less..
At last...
Everything will be end...
The limit time we dont sms is friday-sunday..
Maybe this time can let me think..
WE SHOULD CONTINUE OUR LOVE..!!!
If not...
It is so unfair for you..
And,..
Just wasting our time...
22-07-2010 (morning)
Early in the morning..
I have tell you about my feeling...
I know is so hurt you..
I just want to let you know what i am thinking..
If you think like that is so bad to you..
I better keep the secret for myself...
I telled you...
I think we will not last long..
I not dont want give us a chance...
For me...
Always problem coming on..
The word will say out by my mouth..
I will never wait until boys say it..
Cause..
I will pain and hurt myself..
Better than we hurt and pain together..
I tell you that...
We getting less chat and teman together le...
You just answer...
You think i want de meh...
The word... you think i want de meh!!!
very hurt me..
Just like a knife pok into my heart...
You did not know where is your wrong..
I did not like to say out..
Cause..
Later will make many problem out...
I very benci this thing will happen...
Quarrel~
I think i am only that person make out all the problem...
You no need to feel so sorry to me..
Is ok for me..
I will settle it by myself...
You no need to worry about that...
Always make out the trouble...
I want to settle with you...
But..
My heart did not want to say out..
That is my choice...
You cant force me to say out..
If not..
I will say br***...
I did not want to say the word..
But sometimes..
I think i want to gives up from our relationship...
I very sorry to you..
Please give me some time..
I beg you!!!
Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
3 days more...
3 days more...
me and you...
1 month anniversary...
So happy...
I love you so much...
Miss you^^
muacks...
happy birthday to...
Angelre...
Crystal...
Today got 2 friends birthday...
Yeah~
1 is my best friends...
1 is my normal friends...
Happy birthday to...
Crystal, Kye ernn..
AND
Angelre, yong yeng...
Happy birthday..
I hope your wish will come true..
I wish you have a colourful life..
Good luck in anything...
take care^^
Love you all..^^
Miss you all^^
muacks...
DDLY~
The supersohai kelvin..
You can dont DDLY la..
MY things you also want to care...
You are my who o??
MY parents also haven't busy body in my things....
I know you want to let 1 world know...
You have fuck me before...
SOrry luu..
YOu just fuck the bed..
ANd not fuck me luu..
Fucker~!!!
Stupid in study and talk..
Go back study standard 1 la...
Sohai~
THis feww day...
This few day..
I have smoke back...
Cause...
I work at 100 du..
Very stress..
I know i promise my bf..
cant smoke de..
I really cant tahan there de people...
Dont want...
I dont want to work at 100 du le...
Damn diu the kapten...
No one want do at tatami...
Then just put me at there..
Always also me...
Is unfair lu.,.
Sohai~
NO brain de..
Other waitress say dont want go up..
Then he let...
I say i dont want...
He just jia zhuang cant listen...
I feel want to diu him luu...
So du lan...
Yesterday the stupid fuck customer...
I help her lap the floor,still ddly..
Ma hai~
Damn so hai...
Miss... you think you got give service caj very big a...
You got money very big a...
WE also is human le...
Damn you..
Friday, July 16, 2010
school life
Walao..
Tuesday to thursday the school day is damn boring...
Everyday study about 1 hours 30 minutes only..
Other the time is for talk, sleep and make noisy..
Haiz~
The 3 days, I also have sleep for 30 miuntes or 1 hour...
Damn boring..
Many teacher keep going out from there school..
Many activity have them join...><
Monday [16-07-2010]
Damn tired on that day..
But quiet fun..
I damn love it..
Can together go out with bao bei lao po again..^^
We go buy clothes...^^
Have a nice day^^
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Exam is coming soon..
Exam is coming soon again..
It is on 2nd of AUgust..
If did not have mistake...
Damn fast. T.T
From now start need to prepare again le...
Haiz~
today...
Today is the last post for this week..
I really dont have time to online at all..
Haiz~
homework..
tuition..
work..
And
housework..
everything is taking my time...
Happy birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
I HOPE YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE..
I WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS..
TAKE CARE^^
GOOD LUCK IN COLOURLIFE...
Lovely ah gor^^
muackss...^^
What o!!!
Got bf and no bf is important??
Why everyone think i am play girl??
I also dont know why i will always change bf luu!!!
Can you all dont think too much ma..
I got feel only will together with them de..
I did not play their love...
I did not accept anyone without feel!!!
Why so unfair!!! T.T
I very hate my working there de people..
The first people is my boss!!!
He damn Sh...
When other worker not standing on their place..
He wont say them...
But me..
He will ask the kapten come and tell me..
I feel like what the F***
Why can he be fair??
make me like did not want work le..
He damn Diu de!!!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
miss him as...
I miss him
Just like the moon
So round
And
So light...
You always so important for me..
I really hope you will support me anytime..
Change place in class...
Now i have change my place,
Cant sit with my lao po le.. T.T
So cham..
Cant talk with her le..
Can talk de..
But very far...!!!
haiz~
NOw sitting with melvin..
He is a damn quiet boys..
He wont talk de..
If people did not talk to him..
Hiaz~~
It will become very boring!!!
Blog dead le...
So long no update my lovely blog le..
Not enough time to use a..
Monday, tuesday and thursday tuition at afternoon and night...
Wednesday, friday, saturday and sunday work...
Monday to friday morning is study at school..
You see got time to use???
My time is full of many things!!!
haiz~
I choose it for myself..
I did not want stay at house..
Always give parents say and say!!!
Monday, July 5, 2010
sorry..
I feel very sorry to you...
I really very busy in work and tired..
so cant pui you..
The coming days i also will start busying in my study, work and tuition..
So will very less pui you..
I really hope you know my feeling..
I know i really have change my tai du to you...
I am so sorry...
Work...
Work.. and work..
YEAh~
No need stay at house le..
Cause at house very fan..
Parents keep say this and that...
Haiz!
Now very free...
Can meet new friends..^^
All of them quiet kind and funny..
Everytime have joke..
BUt sometimes,
Some of them mood not so good...
Haiz...
I also dont know...
It happen suddenly..
Above is my working look..
hhaa^^
Settle..
I feel like what the fuck...
I did not start to write you first lu...
Dont simple blame me luu..
F*** y*O
You are the one start write this first...
If you, did not write me i wont start this game...
I have take this things have settle but you are the one want to continue play..
I nothing de luu...
I can pui you play..
If you want!!!
What the f***ing Ass...
Dont you think you are dai kaj jie la...
Just is a copy cat!!
SOrry say wrong..
NOt cat but is dog!!...
I just want say the true...
You just use MELISSA YEO help you only!!!
IF not, You have no one will help you laa..
Idiot..
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Readed your blog...
I have read your blog..
I now really happy le..
What you have say to me all is real...
Now my heart have pull out the knife that you pok in..
I also will love you so much...
Miss you^^
muackssss.....
Have tell all the true...
I have tell all the true to you..
I hope you will believe me..
You say nothing de..
But i feel that your heart have something...
I really want to know your feeling...
I really hope you dont lie me anything!!!
Work Feeling..
Yesterday is my 2nd day work le...
I feel all fine..
Nothing happen..
But sometimes some staff will suddenly angry..
Dont know what happen ><
If now, i want to stop the work..
The supervisor wont let le...
Cause i can talk whil
Thursday, July 1, 2010
To all dai hai..
The big group of 4 Tanjung de dai hai...
Keep you mouth diam la...
Me and her de problem..
You all also want care???
If like that also want care,
Come out king..
Dont be sohai la..
If dare come out say...
DOnt just sit infront the computer
And keep fucking and bugging like a dog...
I like to talk loud a...
You like I like a...
I LC got your problem???
No right???
If not, go do your sohai things!!!!!!!!!!
I very sad...
I damn hate you now!!!
Because you make me sad and feel want to cry...
My heart have break into pieces..
Not easy to stick it back...
Damn hate it!!!
Just 1 weeks and 3 days only..
YOu have say this to me...
I now dont know want use what mood to you??
Haiz~
Feel want cry le...><'''
Them say me de things!!!
Xiao Hwee 人家的事情你就不要问多多啦.....dulan!!!明知道我不爽你还要问多多...你不知丑的咩???4penaga的.....不要以为我不出声你就可以在那里多多lan野!!!你不要以为我不会diao你!!!小心点!!心知肚明啦!!!!sohai!!!
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