Lonely

I feel very lonely right now..

Nothing can be do...

No mood to study..

No mood to eat..

No mood to see anything...

Do everything without my heart..

Why?

I feel like crying..

But can't..

My heart damn bu shuang..

But..

I can't be saying out..

Why?

So fuck la...

Hate this type of life..!

Why?

WHY EVERY COUPLE ALSO HAVE PLAN TO HANG OUT

AND

HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY..

BUT..

I DID NOT HAVE..

WHY?

HE JUST CAN SPEND MONEY ON HISSELF..

BUT NOT ME?

WHY...?

I JUST WANT HAVE A NICE DAY IN HOLIDAY..

BUT CANT..

KEEP ON ASK ME GO FIND YOU..,

WHY DON'T YOU COME FIND ME?

I TELL YOU I NO MORE MONEY..

BUT YOU STILL WANT ME BORROW MONEY FOR YOU..

YOU THINK I AM BANKER?

YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT MY THINKING...

BESIDES THAT...,

YOU ALSO NO NEED CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME LE..

JUST WASTE YOUR MONEY AND YOUR TIME..

YOU TAKE YOUR MONEY GO CC AND PLAY AT THERE FOR HOLE DAY IS GOOD FOR YOU LE...

AS WHAT YOU SAY...

ENJOY YOUR DAY...

31-08-2011

HAPPY MERDEKA DAY

THIS YEAR IS A VERY BORING MERDEKA DAY FOR ME..

AFTER TOGETHER WITH HIM..,

I DID NOT GO FIND MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE AT ALL..

WHY?

HE CAN PLAY IN EVERY TIME BUT ME CAN'T...

WHY THIS HAPPEN ON ME?

I ALSO NEED FREEDOM LA..!

CAN GIVE ME ANOT!!!

Kuala Selangor

New make up style..

hehe..

Can make my eyes bigger ♥

My birthday video ♥

Visited me...!

My sick have come back to visited me again..

Make me so suffer..

Hate it..

Today almost faint again..

Maybe hubby..

But suddenly look at everything is blank...

Haiz..

Hope the sick wont be visit me again

27-08-2011

Today wake up on 5.30am

Go prepare what to cook for my belover hubby..

After finish cooking around 6.40am..

Then rust to bath and make up..

Until 7.40am only i done it...

Then rust to walk out to outside...

To wait for taxi..

Wait about 20 minutes only got taxi..

So cham..

Reach there..

Still need to wait about 5 minutes..

When reached at bandar tasik selatan..

At there., damn many people..

Cause many melayu want back to hometown..

Lastly..

I can reach at ktm about 8.26am..

That is good..

Cause 8.30am will have ktm...

Inside the ktm not many people yet..

Then can find place to sit..

Around 9.15am reach hubby house..

Reached he need to go meet up his boss.

Then i rest at his room..

I sleep at there..

He backed..

Come and disturb me,..

Then i wake up for my breakfast..

Eat the rice that i cook..

After that..

I go sleep..

Then hubby come disturb..

Sleep awhile le..

Then we go watch movie again..

After that..

Hubby disturb me again..

Did not let me rest..

Then i pui him..

I did not let you know i am not feeling well..

8 something..

Asked hubby brother send me back..

Is good

Happy Holiday

Happy holiday..

I want to wish to all the malay

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI...

Hope you guys have a nice day..

Good luck in coming exam...

Do your best...!

Take care...

Anything must be careful... <3

Elise..!!

I did not delete my notes lor..

Dont be perasan la..

I just keep it at special people..

If you want see back..

I can show you back..

You are the people did not dare to sit beside me..

You asked ah Atiah to sit with me..

Cause you scare you will argued with me..

But..

I can tell you..

That is your feel only lor..

I did not write is you..

Why should you look up anything...?

You can show out what you want to write de..

I dare to write ah..

What for i scare about you ...

You cried for nothing ah ..

Then is my problem meh...?

not right..

You dai sei want...

Make everyone so hate you...

This is your life la..

Rubbish girll!!!

Padan muka..!

Start holiday

I have start my holiday on today...

Cause today is chinese examination..

So i did not go to school..

Yesterday night sleep on 2.30am

Talk phone with my beloved hubby..

Wake up on 8.30am..

cause need to wake up my belover hubby...

After called him..

He keep on add 5 minutes..

make me cant sleep back..

Lastly..

9.00am.., i have wake up ><

Do my staff..

IN the afternoon..

Have a last time tuition at my house...!

Good..

No need tuition le^^

The rain dropped..

Then the weather is cold..

Is the good time for me to sleep..^^

14-08-2011 ♥

Yesterday was a nice day for me..

I very happy can stay with hubby a long time..

I wake up on 5am..

Cause the weather too cold..

I cant stand about it...

Then wake up prepare cook something for hubby..

Finish cook at 7 something...

Spend my time on make up and dry my hair...

After that..

Go wait for bus...

Go to Station Sri Petaling for take LRT!!

Reach bandar tasik selatan about 8.30am..

But wait ktm until 9 something..

Damn long...

Hate it..

Then rush in the ktm...

TOo many people..

Reach station kuala lumpur..

We need to wait for half hour..

Because have some teanical problem at station bank negara..

Reach segambut about 10 something..

Then sit taxi go hubby house..

Reach hubby house..

I put down everything and ready go wash my hand to have my breakfast and lunch..

hehe...

After eating...,

Disturb hubby wake up to have a nice breakfast..

While he haven't start he go disturb everyone to wake up for nothing..

After everyone have wake up...

We chat at living room..

After chatting..

About 3 something..

Them say want go fishing..

Then go fishing with them..

Until 7.30pm..

Quite boring..

But talking people bad things..

hehe...

AFter that we went to bandar puteri, puchong to have my dinner..

WE have buffect, steamboat..

Them keep on eating crab only...

Damn scary...

Back around 10 something..

On the way back house..

Got a big accident..

Bomba, ambulans and police is at there..

LOok like very serious..

We pass throw saw a motorcycle man have lay on the floor...

Reach house 11 something..

Sleep on 12 something

I hate her already

I start to hate sy le..

Because what she say on that day..

I dislike..

SO i have no talk to her..

While..

I wont be talking with someone that i dislike le..

Pain..

My mouth very pain and hard to talk ah..

I hate myself..

Cause dont take care about myself...

Make ulcer come out so many in my mouth..

Pain ah..

Haiz..

Every where at my mouth..

Hate..

Busy..

Start very busy le..

And no more time to use at all le..

So many things need to do..,

While need to do revision for my trial exam..

That is important..

I am waiting to get a good result..

Almost everyday need to study one subject..

If not i did not have time le..,

Study can causes me forget everything..,

While..,

Will start sick..

Hate myself..

haiz...

DIslike year 2006 and year 2011..

Hate..

Cause on my birthday...,

I need to face to my exam..

NO choice ah.. haiz..

So Long Did Not Update My Blog

I am tired in everything..

I dislike all the friends that i have now...

Sometimes..

Them really did not know what them do wrong..

While..,

They attitude totally is different...

I very dislike ah,..

I can truly say it..

I wont scare about you all..

I want say you ma say la..

What for i scare about it..

You think i am scare ah..

Sorry..,

I am not..

Just a friends..

As long i want to make friends,

Is easy for me lor..

For you,

Got this type of attitude,

sure cant get a good friends that i have,.

Happy ♥

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

This is what hubby make for me..^^

Happy sei me..!

He draw by his hand..

While..,

He do with his full heart..!

LOVE MY HUBBY SO MUCH..!

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HE MAKE THIS FOR ME!!!

HEHE...!