24-12-2010♥

I have get a surprise at afternoon..

Someone send present to my house..

I totally so surprise my brother tell me...

I though is a joke but not..

Totally very happy...

After work...

I hang out with kuchai friends..

Totally fun and funny,..

We have been to times square for countdown..

After abck le..

Go kuchai de wing's cafe..

Drunk.,..

haha...

After that...

Go mc donald eat something...

hehe...

3am only back house...

Going...

I will going to stop work at 100'c le...

I really cant tahan it le..

I need rest and focus on my study le...

Next year is a important year for me..

It can cause my future be wonderful..

I know many of my working friends will miss me..

No choice...

I really need to let and i have time i will visit you all...

Thanks you guys teach me alot of thing and give me alot of happiness...

I know some one say 'me sek dak'

Is just a joke la..

You have lie me for so long..

And i so believe and trust you so much..

However,

I also want to leave le..

Not so important le..

Thanks you guys and miss you all..

Have been so long

I have 1 week did not update my blog le..

Did you all miss me??

haha...

Just kidding...

I have work 7 day for this week...

Totally is very tired de..

So I did not online to update my blog..

I did not feel anything...

I not that good as other girl...

Nowadays,

I keep sms with all my ex bf,.

So what..!!

We just a friends!!

I asked them..

Why I so horrible...?

Them just answer me!!

'I dont know'

What de!!

Last time,

You have been together with me..!!

Why you can say you dont know at all??!!

Why you can't tell me the true??!!

I wont be sad la..

Please, I need your comment to change myself la..

I want myself change it then last time..

Different de me will become a new girl..

My attitude..

Have gone..

I did not get angry easily..

but sometimes dont feel like talking..

Everyone think, I have problem again..

Please la..!!

I did not have any problem..

Dont talk also did not have wrong ok!!!

Respect me!!

I say NO means NO!!!

Christmas..

Christmas day,

Still got 1 more week..

Then the next week will be new year le...

100du will going have a christmas party..

And I also want to hang out with my belover..

But cant..

I try to send them so present that can make them happy and just for you!!!

haha...

I will do something special..

I hope them will like it..!!

This few day..

I so dislike some of them at my work..

Many people make my dulan and i very hate them..

I dont know how to say..

Just because of their working style..!!

Totally is different from me...

I really hate it..

Got people know that...??!!

I feel like want to stop the work le..

I getting lost heart to them le..

Not because I promise someone,

I think This is the last month for me...!!

I will never go back anymore...!!

This place teach me many things..

But..

Give me alot of trouble and sad case...

I know I say that..

Will get scold by many people..

SO what..!!

If 1 day, I really gone without say anything..

That is not my wrong..

You all did not do well at all..!!

Include myself..!!

You all just know how to say it..

But did not do it??!!

What for lang fei cou shui!!!

Dont want your own time la...

Sorry!!

I cant tahan it anymore!!!

I have..

I have bought a christmas present for myself..

Quite happy also la..

Cause I buy a phone to gu lai myself..

Cause work le, half year the salary also still got left...

This few month de salary also have borrow to my parents..

I know them also not enough money to do something that need..

I did not think too much then just borrow them,..

I just want them to pay back me..

Not so rush..

At least pay back me...

I have bought Satio^^

Such a good phone...

Nice to use too..

I did not regret about it...

I need to keep and safe my money le..

I need to keep for my car licsence..

I want to drive car by next year^^

Such a long time...

About 1 week,

I did not update my blog at all..

I really fully busy and did not have extract time to do other things...

I really damn tired and busy...

Morning, 9-3 working,.

Then night 6-12am...

The work have take away my time about 12 hours..

I rest just for 7-9 hours..

That is enough??

I did not know..

Maybe 1 day, i will drop down for sick..??!

I did not clean house and do house work...

I backed house, is time for me to sleep le..

I really cant tahan sometimes..

But i still need to tahan for it..

Is myself want to do that..!!

I still young so must learn more money...

Actually...

Actually...

I was very fan..

I really have lose the heart to you..

I really have gives up..

So what!!!

My heart did not want to let you go..

You working at there place..

I force myself dont go there...

Cause I 100%, I will saw you at there..

I really very hurt when you need to break with me!!

I ask myself..

Izzit, i have change..

You will back to me??!!

I know is no...

Then...

What should i do??!!

I have a choice is make myself crazy and stop sms with friends..

I did not want to let them feel me is moody..

I have do alot of thing for you..

I really hope you can realise..

If you did not realise it..

Just let it become like that..

And i was very happy that I have change alot...

I know everything have end on last 2 months...

I will remember the day that we together and end..

This is the memory..

I should keep for forever!!!

Thanks alot!!!

Sorry baby

I know i wrote something at my blog about you..

I know damn hurt for you..

But..

This is the way,

I can tell you what is your differents...

Baby...

I really dont dare to write this de..

I also very sad when i wrote this..'

I asking myself..

Should I do this??!!

I forced myself to post it..

Cause I want to let you know it...
Sorry...

I know you will dislike and unhappy.,..

I hope you can change back...

Try your best baby^^

take care<3

09-12-2010

Today wake up on 8am..

Then go prepare for work...

At work damn boring..

Reach 1 something le..

My kai dad come fetch me le...

Then go some place only fetch me back..

I backed house..

Take money then straight away when out with baby..

She ask me go sweet hut to find her...

Reach there..

No place to go..

Then go 100du..

After that...

We went to office to puiii REEVE to talk and play luu..

hahaa...

After that,..

We belanja REEVE makan..

Cause before that..

We have promise him..

HEHE...

After our dinner..

We went to pasar malam with carmen..

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

SO long did not go out baby them le..

I have bought 2 plants and 2 shirt..

Actually the plants too short..

But nevermind..

I will still wear it^^

8 something back le..

Go office puii REEVE again..

Until 10 something he fetch us back...

5 days

Almost 5 days,

I did not update my blog le...

I know i am very busy and too lazy ...

I very tired cause..

Morning need to work and night also...

Damn tired..

I dont know when I cant stand it...

But nevermind la...

I want to earn more money...

However...

I will take care myself...

Dont know what happen to baby

Baby..

Damn different this few week...

I dont know what happen on her..

She did not want to tell me, then I also dont want to ask...

She really become other people le..

I dont know she realise anot!!
I want to tell her but i scare she cant accept!!

She everday look so down and she force herself to happy and crazy!!!

I did not know how to help her!!

Baby...

I hope you will get well soon..

Dont think so much ba...

Anything can be settle...!!!

Take care..

Haiz...

My cousin

I also did not want to say at here..

I know she so disappointed on his husband..

She ask me to help her..

I will try my best to help her also!!

I can feel that she very sam fu and want to leave him away..

She say want bring along her baby and run out from the house!!!

I also agree about that,,,

It is good!!'

And i want them to cerai!!
NOt got baby must marry de...

YOu can take care by yourself...

BUt at last because of your parent then you and him force to marry!!!

What the..!!

He not a good boy at all la!!

He just a shit!!

HE make you disappointed so many times le..

BUt you xin luan..

SO you together back with him...

Is useless la..!!

He say he want nightjob to earn money..

Actually,

IS go kao lui and drunk to waste money..

What for la!!!

JUst a stupid reason only!!!

I damn hate this type of guy...

JIe...

Leave him without telling him anything ba...!!!

Yesterday

I damn angry the stupid hai Rain..

YOu think you very big a..

Ma de!!!

Infront of customer you say me say lies...!!!

I like to say lies???!!!

Not because off i want pull customer in...

I wont like that!!!

Customer say want I pui him to eat!!!

YOu will let anot!!!

The customer is a rich man only ma..

Anywhere..

YOu know how to cat hai only!!!

Just like a dog!!

YOU forever is rubbish and useless!!!

03-12-2010

Today wake up on 1 something..

Damn tired...

I also dont know why..

I very fan and tired this few day...

After wake up,

Do something..

Then go out to work le...

Then yam cha with baby and v.nii & her bf

Then back to work..

Today work at hoster..

I very free and very angry about today..

I will post at other post..!!!

Backed house tell parents about cousin things...

02-12-2010

Today wake up on 12.30pm..

Then go help mother do something..

After that...

Sit and do other things...

3 something prepare go to work...

Today work until 11pm..

Backed house...

Sms awhile then when to sleep...

01-12-2010

Today is off day for me...

Damn happy..

I did not when out..

Hole day stay at house..

Just eat, play, sleep..

Like pig right??!!xD

Then hole day watch movie at computer & pps only...

cause really nothing to do...

End...

Sleep at 1 something...

30-11-2010

Today wake up on 11.15am..

I very tired and feel dont want to wake up de..

But..

I have promise lao po go out with her..

After wake up...

Fast go prepare...

I prepare until 12.05pm..

I take too much time to prepare le...

Then went to Lrt...

Saw Kai chen..

But i did not say hi to him..

I am not sure that is him..

After HE sms me I only know that,...

Then on the way go times square..

I listen to one fm...

All song is about love...

LOL...

Then reach le...

Saw dao lao po le...

Together walk with her go times square..

After that..

We walk to sg wang de food court..

I saw my ex bf...[Zhe how]

He come talk to me..

Then say me fat le and da zi le..

LOL...

Then I did not want to say anything...

Then we go walk here and there..

And see lao po buy boots shoes...

Walk half way...

Suddenly see dao amanda muii...

She walk with her bf...

Then went back to ts...

We go cinema got what movie to watch...

Then got BRUCE LEE IS MY BROTHER...

Then we buy for the ticket...

After buy ticket..

GO find boots shoes with her..

At last..

We find dao and have buy it..

The shoes price RM49.90

Then we also got da er dong...

1 people 1 side..

After that,,

We when to cinema le...

Is time to watch movie..

The movie time is 4.40pm..

We watch until 7pm only back house...

Damn long...

Backed..

Then call ah gor come fetch me at lrt.

Then we went to pm together..

After finish then back house..

I did not know he call my other kai gor come my house..

Then them come le..

Just watching tv and talk talk...

Them back on 1 something..

After that...

I straight away go have my sleep...

29-11-2010

Today wake up on 8.35pm..

Cause my aunt and baby very noisy...

Orang kampung talk so loud..

Like scare people dont know..

Then baby..

Make noisy cause hungry and want to play..

I cant tahan it then i have wake up...

Then play with baby and sit down listen to song..

After that...

1 something my other cousin come le..

Then she also got bring along her baby..

hhaa...

Cause I want to see...

After them go..

I went to take a nap...

Really damn tired...

Reach 4.30pm...

I force myself to wake up..

IF not,

I cant go work le...

Then I have wake up...

Fast go prepare..

Lucky..

Still got time for me^^

Then start work..

Today work as da hou...

Quick boring de..

Nothing special...

OT for today some more...

Back is teik sin fetch me back de..

Thanks to him...