Changes

Finally..

He told me that i have changes..

Ya..

I say real de..

I totally have change alot..

I cant talk well to you..

SO i change my attitude...

I did not want care about your things le..

When you playing games,

I will do all my staff..

When you are busy..

I will go and sleep..

When I need you..

I will just miss you..

I did not know i should change back anot!!

30-03-2011

Today is a rainy day..

My mood no so good in morning..

Haiz...

Backed house ...

I totally very angry de..

After talk with him..,

I feel so good..

And he cant puii me so much...

IS ok for me...

29-03-2011

Weather is so hot..

I damnly hate this weather..

Everything is fine for me...

Suffer...

Weather was hot...

My love...

I am the one make our love become like that..

Totally the picture have show out how is my relationship become..

It is break..

It need times to be stick back..

Can the time waiting for me to do it?

No one will know it..!

I did not hope anything anymore..

Just want your heart can stick together,..

Beside me...!

Nowadays..

Beside me de things all have gone..

My friends?

Totally i did not who can i talk too..

When i want to talk with someone..

I feel like i will loss control..

I did not know what i will say out..

I scare i did not care people feeling and keep on scolding people...

My family?

Them will just say..

You want this become so.

You should settle it by yourself..

My family will never care about my feeling at all..

Them need what from me,

I just must do it..

Totally hate myself..

My boyfriend?

Me and him just always argue..

Cant talk well..

If want talk well also about few days..

After the few day all will start over again...

My facebook?

Facebook is to let me write out my words that i want to say..

But now totally useless le..

Facebook nothing can be with friends..

Just for see those sad and unhappy things..

My blog?

Maybe this is the way that can help me in my life..

When i am happy or sad i also will share it in my blog..

I know many people think this blog is full of sadness..

But myself dont think so..

Cause i also been happy also..

Happiness memory also have stick on my brain..

But now totally have become less..

My diary?

Diary is to remind what i need to do on everyday..

Without my diary..

All my staff cant be go on well..

My brain?

Totally is full of sad and happy things only,.

Can i wash it out and keep all the new things?

I need it..!

My body?

Nowadays..

Feel my healthy is not so good anymore..

Many type of sick have happen in this year..

I did not know when i will gone in this world..

Just wait the day is coming..

My problem..

1. Attitude
2. Loss control
3. Busy
4. No time
5. Did not trust you
6. Bad mood
7. Show you my back face
8. Make you upset and sam tam
9. Jealous
10. Cant think properly
11. Try to argue with you
12. Cant believe you
13. Disappointed on myself

A scary dream

Yesterday midnight..

After chat phone with you..

The dream have come over to me..

The dream totally take all the things from me..

The dream just like a real..

I think it will happen on one day..

I damnly hate it to dream it..

But no choice..

It have happen..

Me and your relationship also cant be stable..

All is because we have different type of thinking..

You just do what you want to do..

I also wont be caring anything more..

I did not have any type of idea to make you happy and laugh..

You playing with dota, you will feel happy..

Then you just play it..

I will never block you anymore..

28-03-2011

Today is cuti peristiwa for my school..

Cause saturday we have our school larian saujana for 11 years..

Today my muscles all damnly pain..

No choice..

Me and biii..,

have getting less things to say le..

Totally very quite...

Phone is quite..

And i choosen..

Go visit granduncle with cousin..

Cause i at house keep on think all those bad things..

I also asked cousin bring me for praying to make sure all is good..

Phone did not bring out when i not at kl..

I know i bring it..

My feeling is more worst and worst..

I damnly hate this feeling..
Sorry so much..

My feeling

Why this happen again?

Why always so disappointed what he say..?

My heart so pain when he cant do it..!

I call myself to tahan about it..

But this time cant le..

I did not know why..

Totally big quarrel...

Almost break again...!

I can tell you..

My studies is more important you..!

Because i did not have future,

how i going to help my parents?!

You wont know how sam fu is my family now..!

I did not tell you too much also..

Cause i know you will help me..!

I did not like people help me in money problem..!

However..

I also will settle by myself..

Sorry..

I have quarrel with you again and again..

Because of my attitude all this have happen..

I damnly hate myself..

I asked myself..

I did not want to gives up this relationship..

But sometimes..

It is different than what i think,...

I just can say sorry...!

Say truthly...

I love you deeply..

AND

I cant put down all my love that i have give to you..!

Happy birthday to you..

Happy birthday bao bei lao po..

Sorry today cant celebrate with you...

However..

I also will give you a special present..

I hope your dream come true...

I wish you happy always...

wonderful life...

colourful future...

take care...

27-03-2011

We went to the mines...

Such a nice day also..

We went to watch movie..

After that we went to office to have my dinner..

Then i back house..

I-city (26-03-2011)

Well..

We have went to klang de i-city for a walk..

The place quick nice,..

I damn love the place...><

We have take alot of picture..

After went to i-city,..

we have went to asia cafe at sunway to have a nice supper..

Back house on 1am..

26-03-2011

Today is larian saujana..

I have went for run..

Because this year is the last year...

Then we go play for it only^^

Actually my mood not good..

I forced myself to smile more..

I act nothing happen..

But my brain keep on thinking about it..

Today my phone have drop on the floor again..

This is the third time..

My heart did not feel anything le..

I also dont know why..

12 something back house..

Need to walk under the sun with a hot weather..

Totally pek cek on that time..

No choice..

No one fetch me back...

Backed house..

Clean my fan and dad room fan..

Cause totally is so dirty..

Then went for take a nice bath..

After bath..

All the stress have gone..

While the pain of body have come..

Then went for sleep..

Wake up..

Feel so hot and pek cek again...!

25-03-2011

Today is friday...

Quite a hot day..

Cant sleep well...

Mood turn moody suddenly..

Dislike this mood..

It is because period time..

Haiz..

Can girl dont come period?

It is very suffer about it!!!

Today someone have make me dislike him...

He say me is chicken...!

I was what the fuck..

I also did not have energy to fight back him..

On one day., he will get from me..!

Backed house...

The mood totally have become black and bad..

I damnly hate it..

Then tuition..

Before tuition., i did not let bii know...

Then i know he will angry me de..

Then 4.30pm go tuition...

Backed house..

Bii did not reply my sms...

Then i have when for sleep..

While i sleeping..

My bii called me, but i did not answer..

8pm..

He called me,, talk with me....

With a bad mood voice..

I keep on asking him what happen..

He did not want to let me know..

After that..

We have start quarrel again..

Totally today is a bad day for me..

I did not want to write what we have quarrel...!

Sorry readers...

24-03-2011

Today is a rainy day..

Totally very cold..

My feeling so good today..

Feel so happy..

I did know why...

Today we have sports..

Teacher asked us to do pump ping...

Totally is pain after do..

haiz...

Backed house,...

Mood down abit le..

I also dont know why..

When bii called me..

I feel so good and happy..

My bii told me that he have bought me a ring..

I was... ><

He say he do...

Then the night i keep waiting him come..

But he did not come..

I feel ok..

I will understand him...

23-03-2011

Today is SPM result out...

today is boring day...

teacher less teach..

Go school also waste time...

haiz...

So tired and unfeeling well

21-03-2011 - 22-03-2011

Feel so good...

nothing special..

just normal..

Hope everything be fine...!!!

20-03-2011

Today is the worst day in my life...><

Early morning..

wait bii come find me...

But he did not wake up..

I called so many miss call for him..

At last, 12 something in the noon only he answered...

We have planed to go where..

At last..

He told me that he is not free then not coming to find me and wasted my time..

Then i was very sad and disappointed..><

I keep on calling and sms him..

He also did not want to reply..

At last..

I cried and asked his friends to call him..

when his friends call him, he have answer..

But i call he did not answer..

I damnly angry on that time..

Then i keep on crying and crying..

I cry about 3 hours..

Bii only reply my message...

Then he told me so many things..

I know his not so good on that time le..

Because of someone..

I cant tell..

I will always stay beside him and keep secret that he tell me..

At night..

He damnly busy..

Keep on in and out..

Haiz..

At last..

I try my best to make him happy back,..

And we did not end our relationship...

19-03-2011

Today is the day together with biii for 1 month..

Very happy that can together with bii so long ...

That we always have problem between us..

Today bii cant puii me to celebrate because he need go back to malacca to settle his things..

Early, i did not let him go...

Then i think truthly then let him go back..

he promise me will puii me back on the next day..

Then i feel so good..

Cause bii still think the day between him is important de..

Today hole day..

Bii keep on call me and chat..

He did not want me to feel lonely..

Thanks bii give me alot of fun by talking in phone..

Opppppppssssssssss*

At night...

Jessy jie asked me to puii her to celebrate her birthday..

And she did not know that today also is our anniversary..

Firstly,..

Mum did not let at all de..

I told mum that go celebrate jessy jie de birthday..

Then my dad let to go..

Feel so happy cause can meet bii le..

When i in car le, my bii did not talk much..

Cause he feel tired,..

Then i also not much talk to him..

Cause he not feeling talking..

We want to bandar utama to watch movie de..

Then fully place..

Then went to the curve..

Traffic jam..

Then we have went to kepong to have our supper..

Wa.. It totally will become fat..

But nevermind la..

My bii still will want me de..

hehe..

I also just eat abit only..

Back house about 1 something...

Backed house...

Bii call me to chat again..

We just always chat at phone..

Chat until 4 something..

My bii suddenly have sleep...

Then i also did not sleep at all...><

19-03-2011 (1 month anniversary)

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY

I REALLY HOPE WE CAN STAY FOREVER..

HAPPY TOGETHER...

LESS ARGUE AND QUARREL..

LOVE FOREVER

NEVER FORGET OUR PROMISE...

MISS TOGETHER IN EVERY SECOND, MINUTES, HOURS,

DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS, YEARS AND DEAD!!

TAKE CARE!!

MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

18-03-2011

happy birthday to my belover brother,...!

Before i wake up..

YOu also have went out to celebrate your birthday with your friend..

This year i did not join you..

Sorry..

Cause i have tuition..

And i did not join all dao gei!!!

hehe..

I hope your dream come true..

Have a nice day..

Take care and stay leng zai...^^

17-03-2011

Today is the most sadness day in my life...!

Keep on quarrel with bii..

I will story out!!

Morning wake up...

Bii told me that he sick then did not go work..

We have talk about 1 hour plus phone..

We have start quarreling..

After that,.

We have nothing to say..

Then closed the phone..

Then i have when for cry..

Cause me are the one always want quarrel with bii..

Then i have went for sleep...

Wake up..

I sms biii..,

He did not reply..

And did not answer my phone..!

I know he still angry..

I keep on say sorry also no use..

Then we chat for 10 minutes..

He say..

YOu nothing say with me?

THen I say no..!

He closed de phone..

Then i cryed again and again..

haiz..

Then i went to tuition..

Then we keep on sms,..

Then recover le..

Finish tuition..

Bii keep calling me..

And make me happy..

Then go pasar malam also keep on chat with bii..

Cause he say very boring..

Backed house..!

Talk awhile then argue again..

Totally that i very sad and have cry out again..

After awhile more,.

Start quarrel again..

Quarrel until midnight..

Lastly, my bii have tired and went for sleep..

Bii... told me that he have cry because of me..

He say he will change back his old life..!

Then i told him, i also will change myself become last time de me..

And cant become back now de me..!

He say i no need do that..

I really did not hope we still quarrel anymore!!

Totally today have cry for 6 times and 2 times heart broken..!

Damnly bad day!!!

Never forget this day..!

New picture ♥

16-03-2011

Today morning..

Wake up.,.

Help mum do some work..

Cause did not want keep on sleeping..

After done it..

I go do my seni projek..

Do until almost finish..

All the things have gone,..

I very dulan and very sad on that time..

Totally cry out..

I have use so many of my time to do it..

Then go tell biii..

He can still laugh!!

Then suan..

I went for sleep cause very tired after cry..

5pm wake up le..

Sibeh dulan o...!

Bang this and that..

Damnly painful..

Then tak ada rasa..

I totally have no mood..

Then go 100'c find baby..

Then went to her house to preparing..

After she done, we walk back to 100'c..

Then ah gor saw me..

He say got things to ask me..

Then i go near by him..

He ask me what happen you and my gf?

then i say..

You go ask her la..

Ah gor say.. She wont tell me..

I did not know why she will call me..

For no reason?

Then ok a..!

I damnly bu shuang her..

Then what..

Ma let her do what her want lor..

After 5 minutes..

The gf sms say can you dont make me and your ah gor break up ma..!

Then my fire also come le..

I sibeh bu shuang..

Say like i am wu lei jing!!

Fuck her la!!

I what for want your bf for..!

To make love meh...!

If want also give back you la..

Cheap jing!!!

Use your brain la..

What is ah gor and ah muii...!

While.. I have go eat dessert with baby and carmen..

At snow fake...

SO nice ...

we very enjoy de..

BUT because of...

She ask me come out can king..

ok a..!

Come la..

Then go out king..

She also not like want to king..

Wasting so many people de time..

Ask her use brain la..

Your relationship got problem le..

Then now put all on me!!

Fuck you la!!!

YOu dare ma come slap me la!!

After king..

Totally is me win de la!!

You just tak malu sahaja,.

You just couple with him 4-5 months..

I know him about 5 years..

Who know him more!!

Use brain la.. girl...!

15-03-2011

Today also the same as yesterday..

But today is a rainy day..

The weather is nice to sleep..

hehe..

Still very lazy to do my projek..

Today keep on sleep also..

haiz..

Almost like a pig..!

At night, went to pasar malam..

Then need go tuition de..

But at pasar malam there, traffic jam for 30 minutes..

Then my dad fetch me back to pasar malam.

After that..

I go yam cha with ah gor..

Then them fetch me back..

Backed house..

Quarrel with bii..

Totally very sad..

Keep on crying only..

Argue about 3-4 hours because of a small things..

My heart very pain..

And bii have tell me a big secret..

Thanks bii, let me know about it..

And now..

You are the most important things in my life!!

14-03-2011

Well~

The day so boring cause no study..

Nothing to do..

Totally is boring in my life...

Biii , need to work then i did not disturb him..

Then i ma eat and sleep only..

Just like a pig..xD

At night, keep on chatting with bii...

That is my holiday life...><

13-03-2011

A big day,

Between me and ah bii.

We have went to midvalley for our lunch..

He treat me eat tepayaki..

After eat..

We walk around for 1 hour..

Then we have went to sunway to watch movie..

hehe..

After watch movie..

We have walk around also..

After that..

Bii take me to taipei walker to have dinner...

Totally have a nice day with him..

Holiday!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Happy Holiday to all school student,..!

But totally have no holiday la..

Cause need to do many kerja kursus,><

Damn hate it.

But no choice..

I hope i have nice holiday...^^

Happy holiday

Intervensi result is out

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2. Fauzana
3. Nur Atiah
4. Nishalini
5. Tan Shi Ying
6. Amy Yap
7. Lim Shirly
8. Tang Xn Ee
9. Chooi Ee Jean
10. Tan Chee Wei
11. Muhd Fikrie
12. Irene Liew
13. Tan Zhen Tang
14. Yap Ken Wai
15. Nuramira
16. Lee Chi Ee
17. Chong Weng Sin
18. Gan Boon Sing
19. Alice Lu
20. Ngeow Li Ying
21. Ang Siew Nam
22. Safri Amri
23. Liew Ying Yeng
24. Loo Eng Chew
25. Fong Shy Yun
26. Chong Hymin
27. Chan Sook Mun
28. Chai Man Chun
29. Lee Kin Mun
30. Tan Jia Ming
31. Wong Ting Wai
32. Natalie Yew
33. Melvin Chong
34. Daniel Chang
35. Martin Lim
36. Chan Kwok Bing
37. Marcus Lam

11-03-2011

Today mood is damnly moody..

Morning kena tangkap because of ear ring and finger nails..

What the fuck..!

Sibeh bu shuang..

Backed class..

So many things to do..

My mood is not good still need to do those rubbish things..
What the fuck..!

Haiz..

Backed house..

Waiting for tuition..

Finish tuition on 3pm..

Then wait for the next tuition is 4.30pm'

ON that time..,

I totally very tired and sleepy..

NO choice..

I need to wait the time to goes...

FInished tuition..

Back house..

THen the weather is nice for me to sleep..

Before sleep..,

Hear a bad new from news...

Japan having tsunami now..

I was what the fuck..

So serious somemore..

Then i have no energy to care it..

I have went to sleep..

I sleep until 10pm wake up.

Then do my holiday homework..

Lucky,.

Done half of it le..

Then went to sleep back on 2am...

10-03-2011

Well ~

Midnight..,

We have quarrel again..

I did not know why..

haiz..

Damnly hate myself...

He asked me why we always quarrel??

I just answer him..

I dont know..

Dont ask me about this..

I also have nothing to say le,,

We getting less and less things to say le...

I really hope this wont be happen anymore...

Feel so tired about it..

Today at school have kebakaran kawad..

haiz..

Damnly boring but we have skipped our art class..

Is good..

Backed house..

Straight away go rest..

I totally cant tahan anymore..

THen 4 something wake up for tuition..

Today tuition damnly boring..

Cause need to write karangan.. and study tranformation for maths..

Finish tuition..

Need to walk back house ><

Backed house,

Walk to pasar malam again..

Today not because of kelvin ask me to yam cha,

I also wont be go to pasar malam..

GO his shop finded him.

Then go steven corner have dinner..

Go until there..

Keep let him zha..

Totally..

I have nothing to say..

JUst forget about it..

Haiz..

Backed house 10pm..

Bii called me..

Just for awhile..

Then he continue to play his games ==

Then i go do my homework..

And i have went for sleep...><

Edited picture

Holiday is coming soon~

Well~

Still got 2 days..

Holiday is coming..

Holiday need to do so many homework a..==

And me also going to meet my belover bii..

hehe..

I cant wait for it anymore..

haiz..

SO gan jong...

Miss you a..!

However..

LOve you so much..

Muacksss...

However..

Stay strong and be happy ♥

07-03-2011 ~ 09-03-2011

This few days feel so good..

I totally have tell bii what i want from him le..

I hope he understand about it,,

We getting less quarrel and argue..!

This few days, he was busying on his work

And..

I am busying on my study..

I need to backed up my perdagangan and sejarah..

If not my next exam will die teruk teruk..

haiz..

I really need to study hard and play hards too.

hehe..

Everyone need fun in their life, include me..!

Nowadays,

So many people that chase me before de..

Come and chat with me.

I did not know why,.!

Haiz..

Totally is so hate them de lor..

I did not know them think me as what..!

I am a human..

when you need me, you find me..

When you did not need me, you wont find me..!

I not a toy..!

TQ~!

Love poems

A Special World

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong.

______________________________________________________________________

Because Of You

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

________________________________________________________________________________

Love is ......

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

______________________________________________________________________

I Will Love You Forever

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

_____________________________________________________________________

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

_________________________________________________________________________________

Love Defined

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

_______________________________________________________________________________

The Meaning

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.

_________________________________________________________________________________

For You Are The One

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

07-03-2011

We have getting less chatting le..

He tell me that, he was very busy..

Then i ma be fine lor..

Nowadays, little bit things we also have start quarrel..

I did not know what happen to me..

Today walk to school..

Damn no mood..

Feeling like crying on the time,

Cause..

I feel that..

He did not want care me,

Did not want to treat me,

Did not want to like me,

Did not want to love me...

I dislike this feel..

I feel so moody when he did not talk to me and find me..

Damn sad a..

All is because of my wrong all this have happen..

He told me, that he will go to taiwan in this few day le..

I feel so wrong that i have given him to go there..

I did not know what is my feeling when he have when to there..

I think i will be made because he not beside me..

Can i ask him dont go???

But i did not let him, means i very zi shi..

Can i do that?

I really need him..

Me and him, getting nothing to chat le..

because of he have disappointed on me..

So he treat me as his friends only..

I very sad and disappointed to myself..

I damnly hate myself..

I asked him,

You will leave me away?

He say he wont...!

This answer just will make happy for awhile only..

I really very sorry to him'

I cant go teman him at saturday night...

But..

I have promised him that sunday will out..

I really hope he wont angry anymore..

I damnly fan a..!

I have done my card yet..

Even touch it!! ><

Haiz..

SO miss him...!~

06-03-2011

Today wake up at 5.45am...

I feel full of energy..

Yesterday have a nice sleep.

Then wake up so early..

Hehe..

After wake up..,

Go online..

Saw something that i did not want to see..!

My phone was silent..

I though him will find me..!

But no...

Totally break heart on that time..

I sms him, also dont want to reply..

Then fine ba,,

Reach 7 something, only he call me for chat..

We chat until 8 something then closed phone..

Because his phone no more battery..

IN the talk, I totally know about his feeling..

I also was very sad on that time de..

But is ok for me..

I have cry at last..

Cause really cant tahan anymore..

After that..

Me did not go rest..

Go do my account homework..

And watch some movie to release my stress..

Then 1 something eat lunch..

After the lunch,

I have went to sleep..

Until 5 something..

Totally is so tired..

Cause keep think rubbish things..

After wake up, go iron clothes..

Lucky, No kena my hand..

The iron is hot, i did not know, Then almost kena it..

Thank god..

Then bii call me,

We have chat about 1 hours..

He say he want go and count his things..

I have post my new picture at facebook..

You all may go give comment and like it...

The link :

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=1632325054&aid=89630

05-03-2011

Today have plan go out with my belover lao po..

Actually is go out with my bii de., but he is busy..

So i asked my lao po to went out with me..

We have go shopping..

We have but many things..

I have but le 2 dress and 1 bag..

Hehe..

I will wear it on 13-03-2011

Today very happy can go out with lao po..

Cause always want go out also cant..

Because she or me is so busy on that time..

we walk until 3 something have back house..

I totally very tired and sleepy..

Then went to sleep..

Sleep awhile the phone keep ring and ring

Make me cant sleep well..

Then 8 something my bii call me...

Then i ma answer lor..

He say he is moody..!

Then i asked why..!

He keep say nothing..!

Lastly, he tell me that he get accident..!

What de fuck!!!

This thing he also want to keep it from me..!

He tell me that., he did not want me to worry him..

So he choose dont say it..!
Mahai,,,~

I am your gf.., you dont tell me, you can tell who?

Did you think about my feeling!!!

You say you fong zhen...!

But you still bath,,

where got people so pig like you de!!

What also want people say,..!

I want to say the truth, if one day you have pass away..

Where can i find you? or Act dont know anything...!

Think about my feeling please!!!!

I totally damn angry you..

I have went to drunk..

And now... I will do something that i dislike and That i have stop..

I say sorry first..

Cause i really cant control myself le...!

I will did not know what will happen later!!!

Take care!!!

04-03-2011

The worst night between me and him..

I did not sleep at all..

I chat with him..

From 12 am to the next day de morning before i went to school..

Damnly long..

I also did not know what we have chat...

What also will chat abit..

The promise that we have make is..

we going to engaged...

haha..

We going to make a card to give each other to sign it..><

Wait for the moment to come..

We will be sign on 13-03-2011

Haiz!!

This few day...

Totally is very less sleep..

cause keep on chatting with bii at midnight..

haiz..

But i did not feel any tired after the talk..

I did not know why.

Maybe because of...

LOve energy!!!

Me and him also have start quarrel-ing with a small things le..

Maybe because of my stupid thinking..

Make dao me and him de relationship also can be stable...

Hate myself totally!!!

10 days ♥

This ten days be been together..

We have tian , shuan , ku , la..!

Me and him have was very happy when talking by phone...

Many things we can chat about it..

About his background..

I did not let everyone know it..

Cause is belongs to me..

hehe..

However..

I hope that is my future husband...

Love you..

Miss you..

Muacks... ♥

01-03-2011

Today wake up on midnight talk phone with my belover biii...

Talk until morning 7 something only we close phone..

Then we go sleep together...

After the few hours, my parents wake me up and asked me to cook lunch..

Cause i did not go school ==

haiz....

Tired de..

At afternoon biii... 5 something only wake up...><

LOL.. ><

Then 6 something went to pasar malam with my brother..

walk until 8pm then go for tuition..

Backed house, call bii...

His phone have close and did not want to reply my message..

Then i angry..

Go drunk and smoke..

Sibeh dulan..

Then go sleep until 12 something..

Wake up call bii..

Asked him to call me back..

When he call back, he was no sound..

Then i asked him what happen..!

He did not want to tell me...

Then i suddenly cry out..

He only want to tell me.. ==

Cry about 15 minutes..

Biii scare le..

He keep ask me to stop it.. ==

Then we chat until morning 6 something only close phone..><