04-10-2011

Today..

Wake up on 10 am..

Because dad keep on scolding my puppy..

The puppy keep on beating all the house staff..

I also lazy to care about it le..

After that..,

Bath the puppy..

Then started to online..

Around 11 something..

Mum back from open store..

She brought a mixed rice for me that is vegetable.

After eat..

Keep on online again.

Then my dad keep on say and say..

I cant stand it..

I off it..

And go in to my room to have a sleep..

I sleep around 12 something..

Then 2 something opened my eyes..

Cause i get a miss call from my hubby..

I call back him.

He pick up on 5 minutes ..

After that..

Talk about an hour..

We start argued..

Haiz..

I very tired on this things..

Make me damn no mood..

Then Wait brother back from tuition..

Then go eat at mamak..

We did not bring enough money to there.

Then hutang the people RM 3..

Backed house..,

Watch television..

Cause i want to see the movie ..

Haha..

Dad..,

Backed from pasar malam and fetch me to tuition..

I bring along my little puppy..

It is so naughty..

9.30pm..

Finish tuition.

Wait for dad about 10 minutes..

I though him forget to pick me up.

Lastly..,

He came..

Backed house..

Nothing to do..

Online again..!

Did not have mood at all

I have been so long did not take picture le..

Cause i really did not have the mood to take picture at all le..

Maybe because of..

Nature is the best to show to my belover...!

He is the one that make my life become greatful between i have make up anot..!

Hehe..

I have been so long did not go for clubbing le..

Maybe the life for me is very boring le..

Now..

Some friends called me to go.

I also did not go..

Cause i promised my belover that i wont be going that place anymore..

I really hope one of my birthday will be goes on at clubbing..

Ah........

I see those people that marry..

Totally so sweet ah..

I want to take picture like that too..

But..

Cant..

I know me and him will not be going on that in one day..

Cause me and him de attitude totally is damn badly..

He also less caring me le..

I also slow slow put down this love..

One day we did not say break..

Our relationship still will be going as what have been going..

I did not hope he can be my forever..

And he say and did everything is lying me anot..

But..

I really hope he did not lie me..

If i get to know that he lying me..

I also will burn my RM2000++ 

that i have been helping him so much..

Maybe the love that he take from me.

Is to play and just want someone to accompany him in every time that he need..

Maybe he is the boys that just want to make love with me..

But..

For me..

I have been normal..

He not the first want..

And maybe he is the last one...

If we really break up..

I can say..

I will leave Malaysia.

And go to other country..

To continue my life..

And i wont be couple and marry too..

That i will be do for my future..

MONEY is the most important things in my life..

NO money No talk..!!!

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is a boring day..

Nothing can be do..

Wake up.., 

Do house work..,

Eat...,

Sleep ...,

Wake up..,

Eat...,

Play facebook....,

And..

Sleep..

This type of life is boring ah...!

Faster end my life in 2011...!

Then i can be enjoy after 2011...

YEah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was been happy for too early..!

Haiz...! ><

K-LOVE - Jason Castro "You Are" LIVE

Tomorrow (03-10-2011)

This year is 18 years le..

My parents have been together..

Their ANNIVERSARY again..

It was their BIG DAY..

I hope my parents will stay heathly

Take care..

Love you two...!

02-10-2011

Today..

I have went to go find my hubby..

About 8.45am reach his house..

But..

He did not open door for me..

I wait about 40 minutes only his housemates open for me..

I was very angry lor..

Stand until my leg very pain..

Go in the house..

Then i start scolded him..

Cause last night he go cc until 4 am only back house.

Haiz..

After 10 something..

He wake up go buy food for me to eat..

Backed..

We eat mixed rice together..

Then watch movie together..

Around 3 something..

Hubby go buy rice for me to eat again..

He scare me hungry..

Around 5 something..

We went to mid valley to watch movie de..

But the movie show at 11.30 pm..

It is too late..

Then go eat mc donald at parkson..

After eat..

I back house.. ^^

Happy Birthday Dad ヅ

Happy birthday to my belover dad..

This year is your 53 years old le..

I so miss the moment that i celebrate with you..

But..

This year.., we did not celebrate..

I did not know why..

Haiz..

Hope you stay healthy..

Take care..

And..

LOve you ヅ

Their have been together

I very happy that amanda have been break with her ex bf..

I so ho lian her lor..

Her ex bf is not good at all..

AND now..

She get a good bf..

He is a boy that i know him about 3 years..

He actually quick good..

But he like to say something flower.

Hehe..

Hope them can together very long la..

My relationship

My relationship so far have been together about 7 month plus.

Me and him getting very down..

I also don't know why..

Hiaz..

Maybe we already change alot..

We now having a problem that is money..

Haiz..

He wanted RM 20K. 

I did not know he say real or lie..

But i did not help him this time..

Cause i want to see what he get is real anot.

Now i getting know he lie me in so many things..

But..

I still very love him..

I very hate people that lie me..

I will tell myself to trust him more.

If i get to know that he lie me..,

I will never forgive him..

SOrry to say that..

Me and him now..

Is very boring in our relationship..

Cause about 4 to 5 months we did not go out shopping le..

And we have 4 months did not take picture together le..

But..

I still continue to cook for him in every sunday..

He just will be happy..

But..,

I am not..

I did not let him to know it..

Sorry to say that...

After Trial Exam

After my trial exam le..

About one week...

When we having exam..

Many student have got a lot of trip to answer all those question..

It is not fair to the student that did not get any trip just like me..

I very hate those student copy everything from paper when exam..

Haiz..

Maybe them thing it is good..

But no..

Them will do well now..,

But when REAL SPM exam..

They can't do it..

Haiz..

NO choice..

Them like it..

IN this exam..

I very hate those people that get good result..

Cause never care what will happen in the future..

Their brain don't know what them thinking..

IN this exam..

I very hate Shi Ying in this exam..

She get trip for account exam and she helped Zhen Tang in this exam too.

Hate..

She totally change alot..

I also getting less to talk with her..

Very disappointed this type of people..

Exam

This time exam look very no mood to study..

Haiz..

Cause always argued with hubby..

Make me cant sleep..

Make me cant do anything.

Included my study..

Tomorrow is moral

And

The next day is sejarah..

This two subject i also did not have mood to study..

Haiz..

Depends on how la..

05-09-2011

Today was my birthday..

The first people wish me is my ah gor,.

JERRY GOR!!!

You are the best..

So fast can sms me and tell me...

The second is my hubby..
Cause i called him de..

Then number third is my muii...

AMANDA MUIIII!!!

______________________________________________________________

When called hubby..

Talk with him so many things..

I cant study at all..

What also cant go in my brain..

Then tell hubby..

Suddenly cry until like a soh poh..

Haiz..

After that..

Hubby accompany me until 2 something...

I did not sleep on the time..

Then no study..

Just looking at the wall..

Until morning go school and sit for exam..

No mood to do at all..

And dont know what i am writing..

Backed from school..

Called hubby..

Told him i did not know how to do my exam..

He keep on laughing..

My heart on the time so pain..

Haiz..

On the time already no sleep 17 hours..

After 3 pm..

Then have my sleep at air-cond room..

Sleep until 7pm..

Wake up go bath..

Then when out for dinner..

Just eat mee only..

Not delicious at all..

LOL...

SICK PEOPLE ><

___________________________________________________________

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF...

GOT WISH..

NO PRESENT, NO BIRTHDAY SONG, NO CAKE...

SO SPECIAL RIGHT?

ya... i know that

03-09-2011

Today wake up on 5am.

Cant sleep back..

Cause sick until feel want die..

After that..

Prepare something to cook for my hubby..

Finish cooking is about 6.40am..

Then i rust to bath and ready..

On that day..

Actually want make up de..,

But..

Feel my eyes very ugly so no make up le..

After that..,

7.15am go out from house..

When to pasar pagi go buy mee for myself..

Cause i did not want to eat rice..

7.54am at bukit jalil de station lrt..

Wait about 15 minutes only got lrt come..

Reached tasik selatan then need wait more 25 minutes only got ktm come..

Force to sit under the sun..

After that..,

Go to hubby house by taxi..

Cost Rm 4.20

Is cheap liao de la..

Reach..,

Called hubby..

He have been wake up..

He say he is waiting for me..

I was so suprise..

This is the first time,

He did this for me..

Chat awhile..

After that i feel tired..

I went for sleep..

Cause on the time i was sick and suffering already..

Before sleeping..,

We are playing around..

But suddenly..

My mind think about our sad things..

He did not know that i was crying..

At last..,

He know..,

He turn to another side and did not want to talk with me..

After i cool down..,

I disturb him and sek fan him..

On the time..,

We sleep until 4 something only wake up..

Then we sit at the living room and chat..

Suddenly he called so many people..

And he was very angry on the time.

Because have some problem..

I asked him many things..

And at last..

I cried..

I hug him very hard..

Cause i scare i will lose him in my life..

Around 7 something..,

He send me back to my house..

After bathing..,

Amanda muii called me..,

She say she want come and find me..

I was like ==

Why suddenly come find me?

Sure got something wrong..

Ask her what also dont answer..

After that..,

Around 9 something le,

She come with lck..

I was what the hell..

Them called all kai gor come..

Lucky 10 something i can back house le..

Hehe..

Backed house..

Rust to find everything that hubby want..

Lucky find it..

He was very happy..

After the things..

We chat about 4 hours..

In that 4 hours..

I already know about the true things about his family..

And i also have tell him..

I also have try to be gives up in this relationship..

I cry for 2 hours..

Totally..

Very sad cause i really say out everything that i have been keep for so long..

No choice..

At house no one i can be say long..

Beside friends need to waste credit..

He is the best hearded for me..

At last we sleep at 4 am..

01-09-2011

Whoooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

Meet up amanda woon..^^

I went to her house to fetch her with malao them..

Then go eat at puchong, ioi..

Finish eating..,

We when to ioi mall..

Between that time..,

Her bf keep on calling..

I also spend 90 minutes to talk with him..

I damn bu shuang already..

Say what also dont understand..

Hate this type of guys..

2 something..

Fetch her back house..

Then them argue..

Walao..

First time see a boy bully a girl..

He quarrel with my mui..

And want say many lan jiao word...

Then everyone is damn bu shuang..

I hate to talk with this type of guys..

After that..

I sended amanda to tuition..

Then i back house..

Backed house..

Feel tired go sleep..

After that..

Wake up le..

Cant tahan le..

Cause start fever..

On the time...

I go sleep back and very suffer...

Yeah..~

Today is the first day of september le...

This will be coming soon..

My birthday...

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

I did not hope he will buy anything for me...

I did not want him to suffer for my present..

As what i say..

He is staying beside me is enough...

That is the best present for me..^^

Countdown 4 day more^^

Sick..!

Now my throat and head very pain ah..

I have sick..

Hate it..

Make me so suffer..

While..

Today hubby went to work..

Then i will be lonely again..

But nevermind..

Can give me time to rest..

Hope saturday see him with a good healthy...^^

Lonely

I feel very lonely right now..

Nothing can be do...

No mood to study..

No mood to eat..

No mood to see anything...

Do everything without my heart..

Why?

I feel like crying..

But can't..

My heart damn bu shuang..

But..

I can't be saying out..

Why?

So fuck la...

Hate this type of life..!

Why?

WHY EVERY COUPLE ALSO HAVE PLAN TO HANG OUT

AND

HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY..

BUT..

I DID NOT HAVE..

WHY?

HE JUST CAN SPEND MONEY ON HISSELF..

BUT NOT ME?

WHY...?

I JUST WANT HAVE A NICE DAY IN HOLIDAY..

BUT CANT..

KEEP ON ASK ME GO FIND YOU..,

WHY DON'T YOU COME FIND ME?

I TELL YOU I NO MORE MONEY..

BUT YOU STILL WANT ME BORROW MONEY FOR YOU..

YOU THINK I AM BANKER?

YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT MY THINKING...

BESIDES THAT...,

YOU ALSO NO NEED CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME LE..

JUST WASTE YOUR MONEY AND YOUR TIME..

YOU TAKE YOUR MONEY GO CC AND PLAY AT THERE FOR HOLE DAY IS GOOD FOR YOU LE...

AS WHAT YOU SAY...

ENJOY YOUR DAY...

31-08-2011

HAPPY MERDEKA DAY

THIS YEAR IS A VERY BORING MERDEKA DAY FOR ME..

AFTER TOGETHER WITH HIM..,

I DID NOT GO FIND MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE AT ALL..

WHY?

HE CAN PLAY IN EVERY TIME BUT ME CAN'T...

WHY THIS HAPPEN ON ME?

I ALSO NEED FREEDOM LA..!

CAN GIVE ME ANOT!!!

Kuala Selangor

New make up style..

hehe..

Can make my eyes bigger ♥

My birthday video ♥

Visited me...!

My sick have come back to visited me again..

Make me so suffer..

Hate it..

Today almost faint again..

Maybe hubby..

But suddenly look at everything is blank...

Haiz..

Hope the sick wont be visit me again

27-08-2011

Today wake up on 5.30am

Go prepare what to cook for my belover hubby..

After finish cooking around 6.40am..

Then rust to bath and make up..

Until 7.40am only i done it...

Then rust to walk out to outside...

To wait for taxi..

Wait about 20 minutes only got taxi..

So cham..

Reach there..

Still need to wait about 5 minutes..

When reached at bandar tasik selatan..

At there., damn many people..

Cause many melayu want back to hometown..

Lastly..

I can reach at ktm about 8.26am..

That is good..

Cause 8.30am will have ktm...

Inside the ktm not many people yet..

Then can find place to sit..

Around 9.15am reach hubby house..

Reached he need to go meet up his boss.

Then i rest at his room..

I sleep at there..

He backed..

Come and disturb me,..

Then i wake up for my breakfast..

Eat the rice that i cook..

After that..

I go sleep..

Then hubby come disturb..

Sleep awhile le..

Then we go watch movie again..

After that..

Hubby disturb me again..

Did not let me rest..

Then i pui him..

I did not let you know i am not feeling well..

8 something..

Asked hubby brother send me back..

Is good

Happy Holiday

Happy holiday..

I want to wish to all the malay

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI...

Hope you guys have a nice day..

Good luck in coming exam...

Do your best...!

Take care...

Anything must be careful... <3

Elise..!!

I did not delete my notes lor..

Dont be perasan la..

I just keep it at special people..

If you want see back..

I can show you back..

You are the people did not dare to sit beside me..

You asked ah Atiah to sit with me..

Cause you scare you will argued with me..

But..

I can tell you..

That is your feel only lor..

I did not write is you..

Why should you look up anything...?

You can show out what you want to write de..

I dare to write ah..

What for i scare about you ...

You cried for nothing ah ..

Then is my problem meh...?

not right..

You dai sei want...

Make everyone so hate you...

This is your life la..

Rubbish girll!!!

Padan muka..!

Start holiday

I have start my holiday on today...

Cause today is chinese examination..

So i did not go to school..

Yesterday night sleep on 2.30am

Talk phone with my beloved hubby..

Wake up on 8.30am..

cause need to wake up my belover hubby...

After called him..

He keep on add 5 minutes..

make me cant sleep back..

Lastly..

9.00am.., i have wake up ><

Do my staff..

IN the afternoon..

Have a last time tuition at my house...!

Good..

No need tuition le^^

The rain dropped..

Then the weather is cold..

Is the good time for me to sleep..^^

14-08-2011 ♥

Yesterday was a nice day for me..

I very happy can stay with hubby a long time..

I wake up on 5am..

Cause the weather too cold..

I cant stand about it...

Then wake up prepare cook something for hubby..

Finish cook at 7 something...

Spend my time on make up and dry my hair...

After that..

Go wait for bus...

Go to Station Sri Petaling for take LRT!!

Reach bandar tasik selatan about 8.30am..

But wait ktm until 9 something..

Damn long...

Hate it..

Then rush in the ktm...

TOo many people..

Reach station kuala lumpur..

We need to wait for half hour..

Because have some teanical problem at station bank negara..

Reach segambut about 10 something..

Then sit taxi go hubby house..

Reach hubby house..

I put down everything and ready go wash my hand to have my breakfast and lunch..

hehe...

After eating...,

Disturb hubby wake up to have a nice breakfast..

While he haven't start he go disturb everyone to wake up for nothing..

After everyone have wake up...

We chat at living room..

After chatting..

About 3 something..

Them say want go fishing..

Then go fishing with them..

Until 7.30pm..

Quite boring..

But talking people bad things..

hehe...

AFter that we went to bandar puteri, puchong to have my dinner..

WE have buffect, steamboat..

Them keep on eating crab only...

Damn scary...

Back around 10 something..

On the way back house..

Got a big accident..

Bomba, ambulans and police is at there..

LOok like very serious..

We pass throw saw a motorcycle man have lay on the floor...

Reach house 11 something..

Sleep on 12 something

I hate her already

I start to hate sy le..

Because what she say on that day..

I dislike..

SO i have no talk to her..

While..

I wont be talking with someone that i dislike le..

Pain..

My mouth very pain and hard to talk ah..

I hate myself..

Cause dont take care about myself...

Make ulcer come out so many in my mouth..

Pain ah..

Haiz..

Every where at my mouth..

Hate..

Busy..

Start very busy le..

And no more time to use at all le..

So many things need to do..,

While need to do revision for my trial exam..

That is important..

I am waiting to get a good result..

Almost everyday need to study one subject..

If not i did not have time le..,

Study can causes me forget everything..,

While..,

Will start sick..

Hate myself..

haiz...

DIslike year 2006 and year 2011..

Hate..

Cause on my birthday...,

I need to face to my exam..

NO choice ah.. haiz..

So Long Did Not Update My Blog

I am tired in everything..

I dislike all the friends that i have now...

Sometimes..

Them really did not know what them do wrong..

While..,

They attitude totally is different...

I very dislike ah,..

I can truly say it..

I wont scare about you all..

I want say you ma say la..

What for i scare about it..

You think i am scare ah..

Sorry..,

I am not..

Just a friends..

As long i want to make friends,

Is easy for me lor..

For you,

Got this type of attitude,

sure cant get a good friends that i have,.

Happy ♥

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

This is what hubby make for me..^^

Happy sei me..!

He draw by his hand..

While..,

He do with his full heart..!

LOVE MY HUBBY SO MUCH..!

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HE MAKE THIS FOR ME!!!

HEHE...!

Saturday is coming!!!

The day is coming..

Still have feel hours..

Good..

I can go hang out with my belover lao po...

At times square..

Hope we will have good day...

Waiting about it!!!

MUACKSSS!!!

Hubby forgived me..!

Yesterday..,

Hubby have forgive me..,

I was very tired on the time..

But..

I still called hubby and cry for half an hour..

Nowadays,

He got abit things also will start want to ague and scolded me..

Is ok for me..

I very happy that he talk with me..

I really hope.,

We wont be argue anymore..

Hope have a nice day with him on sunday..

28-07-2011

The day look so scary..

but is fun too..

My class teacher.,

Come in to my class.,

Asked us to do exercise..,

While..

To relax our hole body..

After that..,

We go walk around the school..

Finish walking..

We sit at dewan bacaan..

To have some games..

Like..:

congkak, guli, and many more..

Everyone feel so relax..

Included our class teacher..

Kill myself..!

I will start..

Less sleep,

Less eat,

Less do my staff,

Less drink,

Less to drop my tears..,

while,

I will important..

More my study,

More my revision,

More suffer,

More pain,

More regret

in my life..

I will make myself dead soon..

Cause dead can settle everything in my life..

I will do it for myself..

My feeling?

Did anyone know my feeling?

I was very very sad when i have be scolded on friday..

I always be the victim of you all..

Why cant you all be my victim once?

I really very sam fu to stand in front of you all..

Stand in front of you all.,

I just feel like upset while i want cry too..

Did anyone know my feeling?

I really cant sleep well..

Many dream i have get..

Why this will happen in my life?

I just want belove listen to my feeling only..

But..

He also cant do it for me..

While..,

I get scolded from you yesterday..

Thanks you alot..

You did not help me,

While you scolded me alot...

THis is the way you help me..,

I suffer for 6 days..,

No one care about me..

I cant smile at all..

why?

I force myself to smile..

Also cant...

And..

He also never care me..

This is a way a bf treat the gf?

I did not sleep more than 4 hours..

I did not eat much than 1 time..

When i am pain., I did not take once of the medicine..

Cause..,

I really hope..,

I will fall down in this time..,

And wont be wake up for forever...

I want do something to hurt myself so much..,

But the time, haven't be reach...

I need to plan for so many things..

And i really hard to control myself..

Sorry here..

If i really want to do something is stupid in my life..

I did not appreciate what my god have given me..

Thanks so much god..

You help me alot..

And so sorry to my parents, family while my belove..

I will be going living you all soon..

Sorry so much...

I very suffer...

I very tired in everything le..

Can i just gives up my life?

I really want fall down once before i lose everything..

I really starting to lose my things..

While..,

I also very sam fu..

Did anyone will care about me?

The answer is no..

Why can't i faster end up my life?

WHY?

Live at here.,

just keep on having problem..

I really very suffer on it le...

Sport days ♥

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Our school sport days have finished on yesterday ♥

Happy..

I very enjoy with all my friends ♥

We scream here and there, just like a crazy people..

Teacher also lazy to care us ♥

The sport end on 3pm..

Damn long oh...

And tired...

Lastly...

The winner is BLUE HOUSE...! ♥

The Point is 1010 ♥

22-07-2011

Today,..

Suddenly..

We get stay back..

Cause teacher borrow subject pen. sivik..

After that..,

We did not bring beg folio..

Then we went to studio..

Then we get scold because did not bring and bring back house..

We forced to stay back..

All of us stay until 5pm..

Cause..

This happen..

Suddenly..,

Elise mum..,

Come fetch her back..

Then she tell teacher that she wait for 3 hours ..

Why my daughter done her work.,

She cant go back.

Then teacher asked..,

You have finish meh?

Then she say ya..

Ok lor..

Teacher let her back de..

Suddenly..,

Her mum at the door say..,

BUANG MASA SAJE!!!

Then teacher's husband hear that..

And feel so angry..

Then talked with marcus..

But suddenly..,

Marcus called me..

Then i putih putih kena diu..

I drop my tears cause..

He say he will fail all our subject..

In the time,

My mind was..

Not my problem..,

Why you want fail me?

I just a monitor..

I just do my job properly..

And I always get scold from teacher..

I very hate this happen..

After that.,

Her husband damn bu shuang..,

Then keep on see me not in the proper way..

At last..,

I drop alot of my tears..

Because of this class..

He wanted ELISE..,

To say sorry to teacher..

If not.,

He will take arc section on it..

I did not know how to talk with ELISE..

I will ask Marcus to say it..

21-07-2011

We have changes our place today..

Cause the stupid PUAN FAUZIAH wanted girls to sit near the window..

While.. All the boys can sit at the middle of the class..

Teacher did not know..,

Them really blocking our way..

I very hard them...

Changes the places.,

Them will sit talking alot..

Hate them..

And i separated with my belover lao po..

And sit with someone that i dislike..

I very hate her so much de..,

But no voice..

Hope so!

I hope what hubby tell me today..,

Will be happen in one day..

Lucky..,

He have awake from what he have make mistake..

Human need to learn from mistake..

Mistake can make a person wake up..

Hubby..

I will always stay beside you..

Dont worry..

Take care..

Love you so much..

Muackksssss

Happy Five Month Anniversary ♥

Today is me and him de anniversary..

In midnight..

2.30am..

We have argue..

Lastly..,

I am wrong..

Cause let you feel me outside got other one..

Sorry so much!!!

About 2 hour plus only we be recover back..

I like the feel that you given me today..

Maybe after my birthday..,

I cant meet you up always le..

I will very miss you on the time..

Can i will study hard for my spm..!

Left 117 days more..

Is very scary for me to look at it..

I really very scare cant get good result..

Make my parents disappointed on me..

While..,

Hubby, will not support me anymore..

Hope hubby..

Will always stay beside me..

I want say once more time..

HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY BELOVER HUBBY..! ♥

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR THINGS..

GOOD LUCK...

I WILL BE SUPPORT YOU ALL THE TIME..

TAKE CARE..

LOVE YOU BADLY..! ♥

MISS YOU IN EVERY SECOND IN MY LIFE!!! ♥

Need to study hard..

I leave not much time only..

Ah...

SO stress..

Everyday study until 12 something on can went for sleep..

If really cant tahan le,

I will sleep early...

I hope can get a good result in trial and my SPM!!!

I did not want make anyone disappointed!!!

Lucky..!

Now...,

Hubby is facing to his problem..

Is good..

I love it...

Cause he really do something in his life..

I wish him all the best..

Good luck hubby!!

Take care!!

LOve you!!

Hubby..!

Hubby..!
Can you face to the problem you have now..?

Dont try to tao bi the problem..!

Can ma?

I really worry you.,

I scare one day..,

You will just living me at here.,

And you going to other place.,

Without telling me,

Actually..,

I did not want to let you time to think it..,

But really..,

Hubby..,

If the things that cant be do.., why dont you stop it..

Just return back to your single life..,

I very hard only so love a person..

You are the one make me so love you,

But you did not HARGAI!!!

Why?

I cry all the time,

Cause i really very worry you ah!!

Why cant you listen what i say?

If i let you go?

You will find me back when you recover?

Or..

You will go back to your ex gf there?

I really hope you can stay with me for forever..,

You say you will marry with me.,

I believe you will,

I know you wont lie me..!

Cause i trusted you all the time..!

I really hope you can Face to the problem you have..

I know i cant be at your side all the time,,

Especially..,

When you needed me..!

When you want hug me..!
When you want me to give you a good suggestion!

I also wait for the time to goes fast!

Cause i want to stay with you..,

You make my life wonderful..

Then i will do what you want from me..!

I will try my best to be a good girl-friend..

I wont be argue with you anymore..,

And just listen what you say..,

AND...

SORRY!!!

Yesterday make you drop your tear..,

Because of your problem..!

Hate my classmates!!

I very hate them..,!

Them did not respect teacher at all..

Make people want study also cant!

Them think them on in the class?

Did not think about teacher feeling?

Just want to hurt teacher all the time..,

I very pity to all the teachers that teach our class..

Because of a big group of MANGKUK!

Then make teachers cant teach those people want study!

I did not how to say about them already!!!

Thanks for her suggestion

I don't know how to tell you but when I was at around your age, I met this kind of guy before. Whatever he did.. was just like what your boyfriend did, except that your boyfriend he was worse, because he adds all kinds of girls in his Facebook and control you too much.. I really don't know how to tell you this. I was with the guy for 8 months and I gave him my "body". I hope you didn't.. I really hope you didn't, you will regret one day. I remember once there was a person who also told me what happened to her, but I didn't listen at all. In the end, now after 4 years I finally understand why. You're still young, don't let him affect you. I know what you're thinking and I used to think like you. Don't cry anymore for this kind of guy. It's time to let go. I know it's hard for you to suddenly accept a stranger's words but seriously when I saw your blog I cried because I thought of my past, how silly I was. I wiped my tears away and decided I should let you know before it's too late. You can treat me as a stranger and probably just lying to you but at least please just think. Do you really think this guy is honest to you? Did he ever borrow money from you? Did he use your phone and said his phone spoiled? And then he changed his phone to yours? Then he lied to you that he has this sickness and that sickness and all that? Then when he cannot answer your phone or reply you back is because he fainted or something? Please if this happened to you, you have to act fast and let this guy go. I used to think I loved my ex too, but it wasn't like that. Girl, I know how you feel, you feel like if you lose him you have nothing left. It's because you are dependent to him. I hate to say this but I think you have given him your body? Cause only a girl who had given another guy their body will be this upset and angry. I really wish I can see you in real life and tell you properly what happened to me.. I finally found the girl I truly love after that guy. It's nothing like that guy. Girl, if you don't act fast you will regret more in future. It pains me in the heart till today. Even when I'm typing this I'm still crying because I am so hurt. The past cannot be erased and nothing can undo that. Now I feel so sorry for my current boyfriend because I had already given my body to another guy. I'm with my current boyfriend for 3 years and 2 months already. You can take this as a lie or whatever but I really wanna let you know, think properly, let go now is better than later. I know that you're a good girl who wants to study so please do not let it affect you..

Elise!

Elise..,

Can you stop saying all those bullshit things and saying lies..,!

You think you argue with people, you will win?

Now you got the final?

You are THE LOSER!

Why?

Cause you did not have any power at all!

You think you very good in everything?

You blame on people that you join QM then you get bad result..

If you did not join the QM, I also did not think your result will be good?

Let's see your Mid-year exam..,

You think the result is well?

Your mum happy you get it?

Your mum smile on you, not means she want you to get the result..

She want you get better than that!!

At class.,

You asking so many people to support you,

But do you think you have wrong anot!!

I also did not want the problem anymore..!

You say want study at class..

But..,

Now you keep on mention want go out from the class..!

You may go it!

No one cares!

And you..

You want be people model for competition.,

Can you look properly at your face?

Izzit suitable?

For me, NO!!

Cause you are worst than SOOK MUN!!

And last thing,

I want say about you!!

You are VIRGIN?

excuse me..!

What you asked me before what is that?

The way you walk already different la..!

You want to lie people.,

Better dont lie to yourself, your parents and your god la!!!

IF you are VIRGIN,

Then one month, you do for once what is that?

Just touch and touch?

Or

See and see?

Use your brain before you say anything!!

USELESS GIRL!!!

Going to break..!

Me and him going to end soon..

Why i say that?

Cause he did not take me as his girl friend anymore..,

He anything also keep away from me..,

I did not know why he do that?

But.,

I already feel he outside got another girl...

I did not know what i should do now?

I really want to gives up?

He really just want to play a full with me?

Or..

He just want to make love with me only?

I did not know..

I was very bur right now..,

I very hate myself...

Why so love him this time?

I always take a relationship is a play..

But i am serious this time.,

Hate it so much..

Maybe i have do wrong things...

Haiz..

Dont know how to say about my relationship le..

If he want let go..,

I will just let go..!

She have change alot!!

She totally have change alot..

The way she talk damn LC...

And did not care about people feeling at all le..,

In her life,

She just need her bf only..

Other,

She can leave out..

OK..!

She totally can't leave without her BF!!!

I dislike talk to her anymore..!

Dislike them!!

I dislike talk to them..,

I did not know why..

Maybe too LC ba..

The way them talk did not respect us at all..

What for i need to talk with people that did not respect people..

Useless..!

Hate them deeply too!!

I hates her!!

She make me most hate her in my class..

I dislike talk to her.

But she like to let me zat her..

Stupid girl in the world..

You think you very good a?

I dont think so lor..

Always want to copy people style..,

You look at your body shape la?

Can meh?

Use your brain?

You wont be pretty lor..

I say serious le...!

Useless girl in my mind..

My new number...

The new number i have now.,

Just given to few person only..

That is :

1. MUM
2. DAD
   
3. BRO
4. HUBBY
5. SOOKPING
6. SHY YUN
7. KAI MA

Other i did not give too,

cause i did not want to contact with you all anymore.,

Sorry!!!

Forcing myself..!

Ya..,

I am forcing to smile more with you all..

And be crazy all the time.,

WHY?

Cause i did not want to show you all the moody face..

I know my moody face will make people scare of me.,

And don't dare to talk with me..

Ermm..

I know damn many people hate me le..,

Cause i talk with them..,

Very rude and did not respect them..

Cause in my life i did not needs you all at all..!!

That why.,

I make you all far from me..

Sorry!!!

Hate it!!

Damn unlucky for me today..

Come period today..

Hate it so much,

Why i am a girl?

Why must girl come all this things?

Why girl must waste money?

Girl..,

Got so many question of why!!!

Hope them will talk back..!

I hope them will recover soon..

Them have been argue for a small things..

I know..,

Them will be good back soon..

Just let tracy to fresh her mind first ba..

S.Ying, dont worry la..^^

Thanks mum..!

I very thanks mum..

Cause she wait me to done my project only she went for sleep..

I really so stress on the time,

Cause need faster done it..,

Let mum go sleep first..

Haiz..

Sorry mum..

Make you so tired..