Why??

Why everyone scold me???

Is my wrong meh??

Now is he want break with me...!!

I just cry and myself sam fu only ma..

What is the wrong???

I really dont know lu..

I find friends to pui me,

Give them scold I am stupid..

Why always cry because of this type of bitch guy!!!

I also asking myself why,..

Tell answer is Because I too love him le...

I cant gives up in this relationship...

However,,,

I very thanks him have giving me a happiness and sadness memory for me...

I still want to TQ my lapo[shy yun] always stay beside me and support me...,

I also want thanks my baby[sookping] Always pui me and support me...

And My kai gor Say So many thing to me listen... I try my best to change it all!!!

Really Thanks YOU ALL!!!!

Who know my feeling???

Right now..

Who know my feeeling...

I very pain and very hurt a...

I really Sam fu..

Who can help me???

I cant control myself le...

What should I do??

Take drug??

Sok K??

Smoke.??

Bite Myself...???

OR keep thinking him???

Sad

I very sad right now..

Today morning he tell me that he want to break with me...

Then I beg him..

Dont break with me..

But he still want..

He want..

I also cant do anything anymore..

On that time,

I really want to cry out and make myself hurt...

I want "bang" my head to the wall..

And ask myself dont be so stupid la..

But did not do that..

Cause I cant put down him..

I already love him deeply..

Then now he wanted to break..

The reason that he give me is..
He no more feel to me le...

I really dont know what cause him no feel to me anymore...

I so hate myself now...

I asked him..

I do so many thing for you,

You not happy and like..??

He answer me,

Ya... YOu do so many things I not happy and like...

When I saw This...

I really very hurt and hurt!!

I did so many thing also no use de...

The present and Birthday Card That I given him...

Present^^

Wishes & feeling

Sweet 15

Our love

Our memory

Birthday card

Back of the birthday card

the present that I but, But is blue

28-09-2010

28/09/2010

is his birthday...

I keep thinking what present should I give him...

27/09/2010

Then I have went to buy the present for him..

The shop guy say...

He sure will like it de...

I also say,

Hope so...

The guy asked me,

Why you did not buy card de???!!!

I say..

Cause I want give him a special card...

The next day I have ask myself..

What Card should I give him..

Then I just use my heart to make it..

Happy birthday to Nisha

Happy birthday

To my lovely Friends..

I same school with her about 10 years le..

She very friendly, helpful and Cute...

I hope her dreams will come true..

I wish her,

Happy always..

Take care..

Have a wonderful life..

Have colourful future..^^

Lovely NISHALINI

Go celebrate my lovely friends birthday...

Elise & Amy

mickey, adrian see, adrian kok, sook mun, Tcc, Elise,

Me, Weng sin, Alice, Nigel, LLJ, Ben

Sweet couple...^^

[Playing with fish noodle...]

Yesterday..

Have went to 100 du to celebrate Elise birthday...

We went there by 7.45pm- 8pm...

Then order also take some times...

We start eating on 8.30pm...

Then chit chat And have some fun...

We end on 10.30pm...

Happy birthday to lovely Friends

Happy birthday to this pretty girl...

I hope her dreams will come true...

I wish her all the best...

Hope She is the sweetly couple in the world...

She is Elise Ngeow Li Ying^^

21=09=2010

Today at school so boring o...

Haiz...

Just study when after recess only..

Account and English..

Other than that..

NO teacher...

Good...

Just sit at class chit chat..

And I keep sms^^

haha...

When recess..

We went to BILIK RJP to see model catwalk..

Wow.............

Sook Mun So pretty le...

I like her dress and hair style...

Happy birthday to Yek men

Happy birthday to LEE YEK MEN

She is my luii luii...

hehe^^

I hope her dream will come true...

I wish her..

Have a colourful life..

Have wonderful future..

Take care always..

Happy always o...

20-09-2010

biii... buy for me de...

This is my look to school.. haha... Today very bu xi guan that want go back to school...

Happy birthday to kim fatt and khai yang

Happy birthday to my 2 bao beii ah gor...

I hope they dream will come true...

I wish you 2 happy always and take care always...

Have a colourful life and wonderful future...

Working...

Yesterday beffering time...

Suddenly..

Kapten say we scold their mother..

Walao..

When got we scold their mother o..???!!

What the fuck...

On that time,

I damn bu shuang...

Cause want say people mother..

I feel like cry liao de...

I just tahan it...

Them SO Fuck..

Say we dont care...

Damn la...

Very fan

I very fan a...

What should i do???

I should king with him le...

If not,

It will getting worst and worst le...

Maybe king le, it will be gone..

but nevermind...

At least, we know what is the problem..

I will try my best to accept the result...

Happy birthday to Moon

Happy birthday to Moon..

She is my biii de lui lui o...

Hehe...

I hope her dream will come true..

I wish her..

Happy always..

Have colourful life..

Have wonderful future^^

Take care always...

Sad

This few day..

Mood and feeling very down o..

Haiz..

Many problem I need to face it..

I very fan and sad a...

I know I am the want always make trouble of..

I so hate myself...

I did not want to say so much le...

It will make myself more sad and unhappy!!!><

Outing^^

Yesterday,..

I have went out with bii and friends..

Walao..

I 10.30am wait them until 12-1pm..

What the...

I damn angry when i waiting time...

But after see ah bii come le...

Not so angry le...

hehhe...

Then we went to desa petaling watch movie^^

We did not watch resident evil...

We watch Revenge of King CObra..^^

Very scary,,

Is thailand movie...

Worst

It will getting worst and worst..

I very sad this few day...

THe small thing keep happening in my life..

I also dont know why..

Haiz...

I force myself dont make this mistake anymore..

But I keep reply and reply it..

I damn hate myself alot...

Why I cant keep it as a small things..

Keep make it trouble...><

I think it wont be stand as long..==

Going out^^

TOday going out with my biii and some friends..

Actually, we go disturb people couple..

haha,...

Cause We want to see the gf is how de??

Leng anot, pretty anot and cute anot!!!xD

haha..

Just play only la..

JUst want go see movie..

I think going to see ACCIDENT la...

Cause them haven't tell me==

hhaha....

Tired

This few day...

Sleep Almost 9-10 hours le...

But still so tired..

Maybe of ....

Make me until like dead people..

Haiz..

SO hate it...

When lay on the bed..

Did not feel want to wake up le...

Sleep once then want to sleep twice...

Haha^^

TIRED!!!!!

Lastly...

Lastly..

Done my account project le..

Happy..

Hehe..'

Can balance 1 part la..

But 1 more part dont know what happen le...

I will double and double check before I pass up my project..

I want get full marks..^^

Got a bit tired le..

Cant sleep le..

Cause later need go work..==

haiz...

Tonight can see bii o..

YEah!!!

MIss you o...

My lovely biiiiiiiiiiii...

Boring...

Tired but fun

Eat at sweet hurt^^

baby & me

Sook ping & amY^^

THis few days keep go out with friends and my biii...

I know now i can puii my biii...

But after holiday I did not have the time le...

How tired I am, I also will puiiii MY biii....

This few day I also got puii My baby friends...

She is sook ping...

Go sing k at K4..

ANd went to desa Watch PIRANA...

I know she is not happy..

BUt how i try to make her happy...

I did not want to leave her alone...

I hope she can recover soon...

Take care baby^^

Couple ring..

Me and carmen suddenly buy couple ring..

I also dont know why..

haha.

Maybe we Want play gua,...

THe ring just Rm35 only o..

So cheap And nice..

And got the meaning at there..

LOVE should trust,promise,forever,truth^^

I so like the word that have at the ring^^

07-09-2010

Carmen^^ [my ah bii]

me,carmen,bao bao

We again^^

ME & CARMEN

Bao Bao & me

Gasonline, Times square^^

Carmen breakfast & lunch..

My red tea pearl^^

My Breakfast & Lunch

Formosa, Sg wang^^

Me, Carmen and Xiao Long Bao..

Have went to times square and sg wang..

Hehe..

Cause we want to shopping..

haha..

We go by 12 something,..

Then back at 6pm..

Walao...

Damn so many people at Lrt there..

We keep chit chat..

haha..^^

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