28-02-2011

Today did not went to school..

Sleep until 9 something..

My bii call me and chat ..

Then ok la..

chat until 10 something..

My dad ask him puii him go supermarket to buy something..

Backed..

Then go clean house..

I though bii will call me again ..

But no..

Maybe he have sleep..

Finish clean house..

I kena marah from my dad for no reason..

He Say i keep on change number..

Then i say..
Change number de people is brother not me..

When eating lunch with mum..

I tell her about my bii things..

She say better careful..

Ok..

I will do something is possible de..

Disappointed again...!!!

This picture can say out my feeling on a sad mood..

I really feel crying when take this picture..

Cause i think back the promises that he make..

Totally is sad..

This time damnly disappointed again...!

Sorry..

I have been love you deeply...!! ♥

New picture ♥

26-02-2011

When wake up so boring..

Then go take some new picture^^

hehe..

Actually plan to go out with lao po de..

But she cant..

So nevermind la..

Then try to take new picture and post it!!!

Want see more picture..

You may go my facebook...

The link is

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=1632325054&aid=86103

Wish them ~!

I wish them can together forever!!

Happy always..

Sweet always..

Take care..

stay pretty and leng zai..

Good luck for everything ^^

Disappointed and sad...!!!

You just promise me awhile.

Then now you become back..

Why will this happen on you?

You say now only you realise that i so care you...

As your partner can i dont care you at all?

Sorry..

I cant do that..

When i starting to be your partner..

My job is to care everything about you..

You say..

When i listen , you tell me all your past..

I think you are a play girl and did not care bf at all de people...

You think I am like that!!!

What for I so care you, when i heard you that have accident!!!

After you feel fine le,

Only you want tell me..

Is ok...!

You also did not take me as your partner at all!!

What for you still want to tell me that you have accident and now is so pain..

The reason that you give me is.. I did not want you to worry me!!!

What kind of reason is this???!!!!!!

After that...

Why you let me know?

You better dont let me know..! It just will make my heart sad..!

Say de truth,,

I totally dislike now you working de situation...

Cause is so dangerous.

And you not enough sleep at all!!!

I did not want tell you..

Cause that is your choices..

And I cant do anything at all!!!

SOrry...

I now totally sad what you means by your heart...

You really dont feel i like you.,

Care you,

Worry you,

While

Love you..

Izzit I wasting my time?!!!

I just can say,,

I take my heart to treat you,.!

Happy and Sad!!!

I happy..

Because of..

I just finish my exam..

I sad...

Because of..

My phone have lost!!!

I damn hate this kind of feel...!

I damn sad right now!!

The phone just follow me about 3 months only,.

But now..

I have lose it!!!

SO many picture and memories inside a!!!!

I hope I will find it back sooon!!!

Happened!!

The fourth day..

We chat closed...

I have start do something wrong to him..!

I really so sorry to him.

I know i am cool sometimes,.

Cause i did not know what to chat to you..

I know you are tired..

Asked you to rest..

You will keep on give reason..

I know you want to puii me...,

But this is not the way la..

I really sorry..

That sometimes i so rude to you..

I did not respect you at all..

sorry...

19-02-2011

On this saturday..

You have give me a good wonderful day..

I really want to thanks you alot!!

I very happy to know you..

You give me things that i did not get before...!

You sometimes will make me disappointed to you..

Cause you always busy on work!!

I damn need him so times..

But ..

Nevermind la..

He can give me happiness is enough!!

Thanks you alot!!

21-02-2011 - 25-02-2011

This few days..

Keep on study for my exam only..

Got 2 days..

I wake up on 3am a..

Damn tired..

Most the time...

Is boring..

But...

Got someone puii me at midnight!!!

I very thanks to him...

I very happy that do to me..!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

I so happy..

That...

You say i have change alot..

I change because of you..

because!!!

I did not want to make you disappointed anymore...

I really hope you can feel all the feeling that i treat you..

Waiting for your answer!!

Missing you

I so miss you a..!

You say me is your dear..

You are my biii...

I did not Know what this means..!

I ask more than that..

You ask me stop and dont ask anymore..

Then i do it..

Cause i really did not want to fan you..

While..

I will keep on make myself unhappy..

ok ba..

Just wait you come back from ns ba..

I did not have any wish from you anymore..

Thanks you give me a chance to call you biii...!!!

Lonely..

Nowadays..

I feel so lonely..

I did not know where is all my friends gone...!

Well...

My phone also have so many people sms me anymore..

haiz..

I so hate this type of feeling..

Cause sometimes i will cry for no reason..

Got free time, just sit down there and dream..

Then the time goes very slow..

18-02-2011

Today exam is maths..

OMG!!!

The maths 1 is so hard..

I cant understand more.

Cause is so hard..

Backed house..

I go take a nap..

Suddenly.,

Samuel ng call me and ask still sleeping a..

No need go tuition?!

Then i say okok.. now wake up..

Talk to him awhile..

Then he suddenly say..

He want give me a suprise...><

I was what!!!

Me and you just friends right?

What suprise you will give me?

Then i also lazy ask more.

Cause at last, get hurt is me..

Then went for tuition..

Today tuition have many people..

Also dont know why..><

backed house..

Online..

Cause nothing can do..

And eat my dinner with afternoon de food..><

AT night..

Hole family went to kuchia de kk there eat supper..

Then saw, kwok wai><

After half hour say kim fatt playing with his gf while teik sin holding his gf hand walk by..

lol..

I feel like..

Why this few week keep on say them de!!!

Whatever ba..

17-02-2011

well...

today is english exam...

I first time, wrote my essay about 683 word..

Damn many..

I so suprise...><

Then backed house..

So fan a...><

my parents keep on say my brother things,.

I damn hate to listen,..><

Then 5.30pm went for tuition until 7.30pm..

After tuition then walk back...

reach house, then walk to pasar malam again..

When eating that time, i say kelvin phuah..

He say he very lonely..

I was.. What the hell!!

People want you , you dont want people..

Then now want find a people also hard la..><

Then back house on 9.30pm..

Cause go steven corner yam cha with him..

While, i say kuchia de jason..

LC dao...!

Feel like slapping him..

16-02-2011

Nowadays..

My mood getting worst and worst..

I will suddenly cry out for no reason..

And i will suddenly become crazy...

maybe because of i have many things to think..

No one i can chat toward..

I really need my babe, sookping..

Just her can help me..

Cause together with her.,

I will become happy and wont be thinking anything...

Amy...

What happen to you a?!

someone help me?!

Maybe i need a partner to join in my life?!

Maybe i get lose from this world more good?!

No one know what happen in one day!!!

Wish him~!

The boy is kerby low..

He is my ex bf^^

I also very happy to see him now have a nice gf..

I really hope he and her will together forever..

I did not choose a wrong..

Cause last time, i am the one to gives up our relationship..

Cause i know you can get someone is better than me..!

Well..

My thinking is not wrong now!!

I wish you and her..

Happy always..

Together forever..

Sweet..

Enjoy your life^^

Dont Know What is our Relationship.?

I really dont know what is me and him de relationship..?

We just really is a friends?

Or..

We got chance to be couple again?

I did not dare to give myself so big deal in relationship anymore..!

It is pain and scary...!

I hope he can tell me the real answer by his heart...!

Waiting for your answer to make my life wonderful or alone...><

Sorry that i loved you♥

For all of the time that I tried for your smile

For making you think I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

that no one was there to take a stand

but the love love love made us blind

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it alright

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye

for being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

for giving you every thing that you dreamed

for taking it back when i fled the scene

sorry love for wasting your time

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

an apology now after all of this time

won't make any difference tonight

but I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind

to love love love in your life

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I hurt you

I'm so sorry that I loved you

i'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I loved you

15-02-2011

Today wake up on 10 something..

Then help mother cut manggoes..

Take about 2-3 hours only done it..

After that,

Went to clean my bedroom..

Cause many packet of things also cant keep yet..><

Bathed on 1 something..

Done le,

I start study my science^^

I first time, so qing lao to do revision only,..==

Then 5 something start to watch tv until 8pm..

Then went to tuition..

Go tuition also for revision only..

Backed house..

Do revision again..

Sleep on 12am..

Walao..

I this time did not sleep at noon..

Make me so tired o..!

Great day♥

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY♥

情人节快乐♥

Love story♥

Girl: biii.. Me and you have been together for how long a?

Boy: babe, i did not count and care about it leh..

Girl: really?

Boy: ya..! this is important meh?

Girl: you think is important anot lur..!

Boy: for me not important la.. My heart stay beside you is enough lur..

Girl: ermmm... 2 also important for me..

Boy: aiyoo... Nevermind de ma..

Girl: what nevermind..! If i not your gf, you can like that say.. But now I am.. So you cant!!

Boy: you have angry me..!

Girl: you say leh?

Boy: dont angry la.. Is my wrong.. ok?

Girl: like that you want i forgive you?

Boy: forgive me la.. my babe...

Girl: no way..

Boy: i bring you to a place..

Girl: place?

Boy: yaya..

Girl: [just follow the boy]

Boy: babe.. i will going to bring you to a place that you haven't been before..

Girl: har? really?

Boy: give me 30 minutes to reach there.. You have a sleep awhile first..

Girl: okok...

Boy: babe... we have reach..

Girl: okok..

Boy: babe.. can you close your eyes and go down'?

Girl: why should i close my eyes?

Boy: Close la.. please my beloved babe..

Girl: ok biiii..

Boy: reach le.. you can open your eyes le..

Girl: wooooooooooooooooooo* [and just keep quite..]

Boy: suprise************

Girl: really love you, biiiiii

Boy: i will never forget our memories.. Just now I just want make you.., sorry babe.. dont angry me le..ok?

Girl: just say ermmmmmmmmmmmm*

Boy: [suddenly bring out flower]

Girl: whoaaaaaaaaaaaa*

Boy: babe.. do you like this suprise?

Girl: yes...

Boy: i still have 1 more suprise^^

Girl: what is that..?

Boy: you look down to the beach...!

Girl: walao eh...!

Boy: I have spend 2 days to plan this valentine day for you..

Girl: babe.. why on the beach you just write 1314?

Boy: sure right this.. cause we have been together seen 13 of january and been 4 years.. So I write it in numbers^^

Girl: biiii... you really give me a big suprise.. I really thanks you.. I LOVE YOU♥

Boy: I LOVE YOU TOO♥ MUACKSSSSSS♥

Girl: i also have a suprise for you..

Boy: har? really? what is that'?

Girl: wait lah.. ==

Boy: okok..

Girl: this is for you.. I hope you will happy and keep it...

Boy: whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

Girl: open first...!

Boy: [start open]

Girl: do you like it?

Boy: i damn like it... babe.. i love you a....!

Girl: really? I have spend 3 weeks to done this for you.. Inside is full of our memories..! Many of picture, notes and my heart to you^^

Boy: babe... I really will keep it and i will read after i back house..

Girl: biii... I hope we can together forever until we end of our life!!

Boy: I promise you, I will do it for you and i will never hurt you at all!! Babe... I LOVE YOU FOREVER♥

Girl: I LOVE YOU FOREVER TOO♥ HAPPY VALENTINE MY BELOVED BIIIIII♥

Boy: HAPPY VALENTINE TOO♥

well~!

07-02-2011

today is a normal day for me..

Is the first day of school..

So many of them did not come to school.

And so boring..

Backed from school..

Keep on sms and chat phone..

At night..

10 something,

my kuchai come to my house to bai nian..

haha..

Them come my house is to poker only..

lol==

Sleep on 12am..

08-02-2011

Today wake up late..

Cause yesterday night sleep late..

Then rush to do this and that..

Suddenly heard a bad news..

My dad say beside de uncle have pass away..

We like really==

Cause yesterday night so many people come his house...

Today went to school..

many of them get scold by normaliza..

Cause did not bring colour pencil and ask them go out from the class..

She was very angry about it..

Backed house..

go sleep..

cause really cant tahan le..

Today skip tuition again..

Cause the tuition damn waste my time..

Go pasar malam to meet someone..

But very people sell things only..

Very boring..==

Go meet Sam..

Then talk alot and went to paparich to yam cha..

backed house, beside house very noise cause them da gan zai...

10-02-2011

Today is our big day for hokkien^^

At night went to pasar malam to eat dinner..

Then awhile more, we went to uncle and aunt house for pray..

I saw kwan xiu..

But we did not talk at all..

I did not feel like talking with her..

We have went to pj and puchong..

Puchong is my kai dad house..

so happy..

His ang pau is the most big one..

Just reach there,..

Give a aunt drunk me down le..

Cause 1 year see her once..

She is funny and crazy.

haha..

backed house on 2am..

The total ang pau i get is 15..

but the money is RM110

That is many^^

06-02-2011

So fast become 4th day le...

We went to brem mall to walk awhile only...

Cause about 2 something only we go out eat our lunch...

haha..

Then night go eat bufect steamboat..

1 person cost Rm26.80..

Back house on 11 something..

The next day still got school le..

Damn hate it.

I cant dont go to school cause i can choose 1 day that i did not want to go school..

hehe...

Let see some picture

05-02-2011

The third day no place to go..

So we when to times square to shopping..

Damn boring o..

Haiz...

Just got a few picture la.

Night eat dinner wei lai biao shao only..

Then back house sleep early...><

04-02-2011

The second day of chinese new year..

We went to melaka to find my smallest aunt..

hehe..

We wake up on 7 something but busy until 9 something only finish...

Then go china town there pray..

After that we straight away go melaka le..

Sit car until backside pain..

Some more traffic jam..

Reach there about 1 something.

Then we eat KFC!!

[ kl no kfc eat must go until melaka eat..]==

Back on 4 something...

Reach kl 6 something..

Then went to my 8 aunt house at kajang..

Reach there we just eat satay..

Back house on 8 something...

Reach house 9 something, feel hungry..

Then go mamak store eat roti telur^^

Sleep on 12 something again..><

03-02-2011

The first day of chinese new year...

We wake up on 8 something..

Is late right?

haha..

All sleep like pig...

Until 10 something we went to old town eat breakfast...

Finish eating we back house to online and waiting someone to come..

Reach 1 something only go aunt house to bai nian...

Reach noon 2 something..

We when to puchong bai nian..

After that go petaling jaya..

My big uncle house..

Well, we eat dinner at restoran..

Totally have 4 family there..

The cost about RM500++

The time is back about 10 something..

The day damn boring...

Nothing special..

DId not have special mood at all ==

SLeep at 12 something..