Nothing happen..!

Well...!

Nothing happen anymore..!

I so miss the moment when i together with him!!!

Nevermind..

Going to meet him soon..!

I cant wait until monday come..!

My lover hubby..

I LOVE YOU!!!

Happy Birthday To Her ♥

Happy birthday to niki...!

I wish your dream will come true o..!

I wish you..

Happy always..

Together long with your this bf..

Take care..

And good luck in your exam...!

Have a wonderful day ♥

Xperia Arc

I want buy xperia Arc..!

It is nice and super slim..

I did not know my hubby will buy for me anot..!
If he did not want to buy.,

I will keep money to buy it..!
It nice..

Love it!!

Exam...!

Exam..

Still got about 1 week...

Oh my god..,

I still haven't touch any book yet!!

I hate exam..

Cause make me can't meet up my hubby..

SO miss him a..!

NO choice..

Wait until finish exam,

Go holiday with him..!

I don't care my dad will let anot!!

Hehe..

I wish all the best to myself and my buddy..!

DO your best in this time exam ba..!

GOOD LUCK!!!

Happy Birthday Jie ♥

Happy birthday my belover cousin sister..!

I hope your dream come true..!

I know your bf at singapore..,

You will very lonely..,

But nevermind la..

You still have your buddy..!

Dont be so old lady liao..!
Now is moden..!

I wish you..,

Marry soon..,

Take care..,

happy always..

Forever with him...!

27-04-2011

Well...!

Today have a trip for our class..

We have went to Maktad Tentera Diraja..!

It is so boring..

Nothing can do..!

Hate it!!

We have a lot of fun also..

Because.,

We keep on taking picture..!

Enjoy our day...!

Wish all the best in our exam ba..!

GOOD LUCK PENAGA"S!!!

26-04-2011

Whoooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

Today i skipped school..!

Quick boring when at house..,

Keep on sleeping..,

Just like a pig..

Cause very tired..

Haiz..

Leg pain.,

Still need to do this and that..

Hate it!

No choice.,

Who ask..,

I am the most free one in the house..

Sleep at 10pm with lovely hubby!! ♥

Happy holiday...!

Today is holiday...

Today is my best holiday...

Can rest my at house..

Because of my leg...!

Hope can recover fast!

Make dao my leg...

Cant move le..

Damn pain..!

Happen on Yesterday night...!

I will never forget what have happen on yesterday night..

It is on 23-04-2011, saturday..

I did not take my dinner..

Because..,

I keep on crying and crying..

Make me very suffer..

I always cry until hole body cant move at all..

I damnly hate this happen always..

Because it take time to calm down..

But yesterday is different le..

About 5 hours i cry until non-stop..

My brain have blank..

My eyes have start cant see anything..

My mouth cant say out anything..

Well..

I fall at my bed.., and start faint again..

The faint take a long time,

it is about 6 hours..

I though i have pass away on the time..!

But no...!

Well..

Yesterday..

I also feel want jump down from my friends condo..

Lucky..,

She stay beside me and keep on support me..

Make me cool down..

Well..,

Her mum too.!

Thanks auntie..!

My heart just have you..!

Please believe me.,

My heart just have you.

I did not want other boys..

I just need you..

You are the best i find..

I did not want other anymore..!

My heart is full of you..

I can tell you the truth,.

I so need you..

Please dont leave me please..!

I beg you..!

I so love you..!

I did not want to break up...!

I did not want to break up with you,...

Dont because of a boy that have chase me,

You want break with me can,...?

I did not do anything wrong to you also..

I did not chat with the boys..

I did not spend my time on him..

I did not reply him any message..

I very need you..

Please dont break up with me..

Please..

I beg you..

My heart really pain when we have quarrel about this..

I did not chat with anyone also..

I just keep it in my heart..

Dont treat me like that.

I promise you..

I will change..!
I wont be finding anyone..!

Sorry, I'm Sorry

Sorry, I'm sorry..

Sorry for making you mad,

Sorry for everything i said,

Sorry for lying to you,

Sorry if i have disappointed you,

Sorry if i hurt you,

Sorry for everything..

Sorry so much..!

What was happen..?

I have cry for 14 hours..

It is very tired...

I wanted to stop myself..

But cant..

It is hard to stop it myself..

We did not quarrel.

But we say out our heart word..

That what make us dislike and like,..

He dislike me :

Chatting with other boy..

Did not want other boys to find me..

I share my things with those boys.

And many more..

I did not want to say more...

The cry..,

Make me sick,

Make me feel i am useless,

Make me regret what i did,

Make me crazy,

Make me cant move,

Make my brain pain,

Make me cant eat,

Make me stress...!

21-04-2011 ( 1.59am)

I did not know what happen to my hubby..

Maybe he think too much on what was happen on sunday..

I know he dislike it..

But i have no choice..

I also have do it..

I just show it to you..

He say he want go out and calm down..

I 100% he have go drunk again..

He always like that..

Why can't he dont like that..!

Just sit down and think it la..

Drunk is want to ma zhui himself..!

Ok..

He like ba..

I promised him..

That i wont smoke, drunk, clubbing and sok k..

I also wont do it when i am sad..!

I tahan myself to make sure that i wont do it..

I respect him..

So I did all this for him..

At last..,

I can't tahan this chi ji,

I have faint again..

I really don't know what happen to myself..!

I very angry to myself..

Why anything happen is come from me..!

As what i told him..

I am a useless girl friends between all his girl friends!

I know my problem..

No need try to make me happy anymore..

If i happy, i will show you i am happy.

When i unhappy, i also wont let you know..!

That only what can i do now,.!

I will change back myself to my bad attitude..

That you will never tahan about it!

After faint..

Wake up..,

My nose is bleeding..

I also dont know why..

My head is hot and pain..

After that,

My mouth start bleeding also..

Hate all this happen on me..

But is ok ba..!

I will never care about myself anymore..!

Thanks you have enjoy yourself with me..!

Don't Know What Happen Again

I know is my wrong..

I did not delete the message that i sms with other boys..

And let him know that you going to taiwan..

I know you dislike me contact with them..

And he also is my chased..!

I know is my wrong..

I also can't control myself le..

Because on the time, i was very angry..

I just want to find a people to chat with me..

If no one chat with me,

I can tell you..

I can do anything that i don't know what i am doing!!

You unhappy and angry is correct..

On this time,

I also no angry you..

Because This time really is my wrong..

I keep on thinking..

I don't delete the message that i sms with who..

TO let you know?

Also got wrong?

I also don't know what you are angrying now?

I really don't know what can i do le?

I know you need calm down.

Ok..

Let you go ba.

Nowadays

Nowadays..

All the female teacher starting crazy le..

Like to scream and fat lan za..!

Maybe is gen lian qi..!

Damnly hate all those form 5 teacher..

We did not done our work for them in the time.,

Them like to ask us to stay back and done it for her.

Such a scary teacher is...!

Damnly hate form 5 life..

Most of the teacher teaching us now..

Keep on giving so many homework,..

I did not have enough time to do it..

I very tired,

I very stress,

I very angry,

I very pain,

I very suffer...!

What can i do now?

Gives up what i want?

Try my best?

Or..

Continue this life?

19-04-2011

Today is Tuesday..

The day quite sunny..

The air is fresh..

Other than that.,

Today is my anniversary day with my hubby...

We have together for 2 months..

We always quarrel, unhappy and laugh together..

I did not want us to have the moment of quarrel and unhappy anymore..

It make people very fan and will cry out..

I Just want me and him can have a normal life..

I did not hope that i want a rich bf..

If can, I want he drop all of his things.

Well..

I did not force him to do anything le..

After about this..

Actually today is our school sesi photografi..

All the classes need to take picture..

And all the badan khas..

I just take my class picture..

Ketua Tingkatan and Pengawas SPBT..

I did not take for it..

I know on the time, the weather is totally very hot..

So I did not go..

2 month anniversary Video

THIS VIDEO IS MAKE FOR MY BELOVER LAO GONG..

THE PRESENT THAT I CAN GIVE HIM IS JUST DO BY MY HEART..

I HOPE HE ENJOY THE VIDEO..♥

LOVE YOU FOREVER, LAO GONG.. ♥

MISS YOU..

MR. NICK LEE

17-04-2011

The day that i meet him and celebrate our anniersary..

Thanks lao gong alot..

That he have give me this day..

The hole day..

I was together with him..

Went to his house to pui him...

After resting..

He bring me to cc for play game..==

Quick boring..

But nevermind..

Cause can stay beside my lao gong..

16-04-2011

Night..

We have meet up..

Yeah.~

Happy sei..xD

Ah gor (Heng) come fetch me..

Then them say want to see my parents..

Then i bring them to pasar malam to meet up them,..

My parents was like..

har?

Why bring them here de..!

But is ok..

At least,

NOw my parents know i always go out with who ma..

Hehe..

My parents will more fong sam le..

The night,.

We want to watch movie at ioi mall de..

But..

The movie that we want to watch..

Did not have the time..

Then we have went to ss2, petaling jaya..

To have our supper..

It is at island cafe..

The place very romantic..

And nice look..

We very enjoy on the night...

Happy birthday to siang siang ♥

Happy birthday to siang siang..

He is my cousin sister de son..

I did not what he call me,

But i asked him to call me jie jie..

hehe..

I did not want to be old anymore..

We have invited to his house for celebrate his birthday..

But..

My parents need to open store at pasar malam.

SO we did not go on that day..

We one family wish him, Stay healthy..

And grow up fast..

He is a cute baby..

His mum, have make a video for him..

You all want to see,.

Just go in this link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWFx3c2XIkE&feature=share

Meet up soon..!

Tomorrow is the day to let me meet up him..

Me and him did not meet up about 3 weeks le..

I damnly miss him..

I hope tomorrow the plan goes well..

And we enjoy the day..

Well..

We also will celebrate our 2 month anniversary ♥ ♥ ♥

So Long Did Not Update My Blog

Such a long day i did not update my blog..

This few day,

Feel so tired..

Maybe sleep too many,

Maybe going have sick,

Maybe to many stress,

Maybe have so many things to do.,

Other than that,

I have my back bone pain on thursday..

The time reach 9.25am.,

My back bone pain like hell..

Pain until i cant say anything,

I feel like crying on that time,

But i did not..

Backed house,

Straight away,

Sleep on my bed with my smelly body..,

No choice,

It is very pain..,

Rest a feel minutes,

I have fall as sleep..

Well..

This few day,

My life is full of stress..

I wanted to make myself to study hard..

Because exam is coming on The Beginning Of the May..

I wish myself good luck in my exam..!

12-04-2011

Today the day is raining..

Feel so cold...

Tired too..

Sleep more than 6 hours, i will feel myself more tired..

Well..

I think exam still left 2 weeks for me..

I will try to back up all my studies in this 2 weeks..

I wish myself good luck..!

Today at school..

Quick boring also...

Nothing special also..

Backed house..

Kena marah 99 from mum..

Because her programme things have lose..

That is not my problem ok..!

I keep on explain lastly she understand it..

I feel like killing my parent on the time..

Sometimes the computes thing who will know about it!

Haiz..

At night, rain..

Me and my bro still went to pasar malam..

Then get abit wet..

After i tuition..,

I have went to done the programme things for my mum..

Backed house..

Continue chat phone with my belover...

11-04-2011

Well..

Today the perhimpunan is quick long..

Because this week is minggu bahasa for our school..

Today study is quick ok..

Everything have been fine..

Me and him is good..

I wish everyday is like that...

Wont...!

My blog now start wont be saying about my love life in here..

Is just write my daily happen things only..

I also will be less online..

And now i have start eating back my medicine..

I will lose my thinking in a short time..

I hope my blog can let you know how is me..!

Sorry friends..

I did not let anyone know that i have sick..

Cause i will feel so sad if my friends sad because about me...

Fan...!

This picture i take by morning..

Before i went out..

Now i damnly very fan..

All my past things have come back to my mind in a short time..

I very scare now..

And i just run out from my house...

I cant stand at house alone anymore..

Now at genting klang alone..

The day is raining...

And me did not bring anything...

Just like my phone, money and ic..

Tonight i gone to die...!

10-04-2011

Today is sunday..

Well..

We have 2 weeks did not meet,..

Today how i contact him..

Also cant..

OK fine..

Make me cry about 2 times...

I already very fan about my money..

And his phone cant call in at all..

Oh FUCK!

I damn hate this type of things..!

Make me so fan...!

Now I totally need money..!

Why my friends need money,

I can help them.,

But i need money,

No one can help me..!

FUCK!

Friends is useless!

FUCKER!

On start in my life did not have any FRIENDS anymore..!

Actually,

He can help me..,

But he keep on say he no time go out and did not go to the place..

What the fuck...!

What kind of reason is this...!

Why you need it,

I can do it for you..!

When i need it,

You keep say so many things..!

I did not want to help anyone already..

If anyone need help...!

Edited picture

My scary face

My supper.. : milo ^^

Happy birthday to babes ♥

Happy early birthday to babes..

I know i have too early to wish you le..

But nevermind la..

Wish people is say by my heart de..

I wish you..

Happy always..

Together with your bf forever...

Good luck in everything..

Take care..

Have a wonderful life..

Have a colouful future.

And

Hope your dream will come true.. ♥

Wish him ..!

Wish him all the best..

He will be going to us on 8 may 2011..

Before, me and you also have a few weeks de happiness memory..

I hope you wont forget about it..

I wish you,

Get more friends at there...

Take care..

And good luck in everything !!

Sorry

I am sorry..

I am the one always start to argue with you..

I really what happen to me le..

I damnly hate myself..

I know you need me sometimes..,

But i cant stay beside you..

I really very sorry to you..

I cant be there for you..

But..

I will always care and support you !!

09-04-2011

Just finish playing webcam de camera...

All this photo is take from there..

Today so many things happen..

I did not want to say it..

I hope everything will be fine..

08-04-2011

Today is a hazy day..

I skipped my school today..

Cause of my eyes..

Then i wake up on 8.45am..

Quick late also..

After wake up..,

Go take a nice bath..

Totally the hole people have wake up on the time..

Cause bath with a cold water..

After that.,

When to puchong for a pray..

Then went to my kai dad house to take something..

After that,

Went to taman kinrara to have my breakfast..

After eat..,

Back house..

Then waiting for tuition on 1pm..

After 4 pm still have tuition..

The hole will be stay at house..><

07-04-2011

Today is hazy day..

My eyes damn lebam today..

Damn many people asked me.,

What happen to my eyes..?

Izzit give people beat...!

I say it is a pimple below the eyes there..

NO one believed me...

Today at class also quick boring..

So many lesson did not have teacher..

Boring like hell..

Backed house..

Went for rest..

Cause 3 days just sleep for 5 hours only..

Sleep until 7pm only wake up..

Skip my tuition class...><

Wake up..

Go bath and go to pasar malam..

Before go pasar malam,

I sibeh dulan my brother..

Because he want wait for his friends come to my house..

I force to wait about 45 minutes..

Damnly bu shuang only...

Then 9.30pm I have backed house..

Straight away lay at my bed..

Cause tired and feel sleepy..

Actually i have eat medicine for my throat..

So feel so tired..

The medicine is can make people sleepy..

11pm cant tahan le,

I have went for sleep..

My Facebook

I have deleted my facebook...

Because of my lao gong..

I do it for him..

I did not play facebook,

He no need to worry that i give people number..

or

let people disturb..

Sorry to all my friends that always find me at facebook..

Now you cant find me anymore..

Well..

If you got my number..

Just sms me or call me..

Quarrel again...

The night of 06-04-2011..

We have quarrel again..

One is because of my facebook picture..

Second is me angry him that 12 hours at outside..

He Backed house..

He did not want to explain anything..

Then i start angry with him..

And argue have started...!

Damnly hate this happen...

I have cry out again..

Cause i was worry him and he did not realise..

OK fine...

At last, I have stopped my cry and listen what he want to explain..

New picture ♥

06-04-2011

Early in the morning..,

5.30am..,

My lao gong called me..

Then chat for a while..

I have cry out..,

Cause i really worry about him..

I did not know what will happen if anything happen on him..

Asked him,

Go rest and rest..

Lastly, he do it..

I bring my phone to school is to wake up to go work..

I know he wont be wake up after he have sleep..

While..

Bring my phone to school..

Got someone message me..,

Say want to be friends with me..!

I was like har, you are who o?

What for want be friends with me.,?

Is a stupid person that cant read english again..

Once, I know you did not know english, I will keep sending english to you..

Sorry...

Then suddenly,

Got a people message me again..

I think the number is like my ex bf..

I asked him, who are you?

He answered me,

I am your exbf..

Then i keep on thinking is who..

Finally,

I got it..

He is Henly..

Is from Seremban, Negeri Sembilan..

He message me is to disturb me..

I was like ==

IN the time,

I also very angry to my classmates today..

I did not get to sleep.,

My eyes, throat and leg was pain.

Still keep on making noisy when teacher teaching...

I scream for 3 times..

And my face have turn black..

On the time, I totally in bad mood..

Today finish school..,

Back house by leg...

My leg was pain but still need to walk..

No choice..,

My dad cant fetch me.,

We forced to walk under the sun..

Backed house..,

Kena rompak from my brother..

Because he forced me to order mc donald..

And the total is RM24.10

He payed me for RM6.00 Only..

I have payed Rm18.10..

I did not have money anymore..

I think I should go pinjam from ah long!

I think backed house,

I can puiii lao gong de..

But no..

I sms and called him..

He did not answer again..

I also did not know what happen on him le..

Then i go do my staff..

Done my staff.,

Called him..

Lastly..

He called back..

And he still busying in his things..

I really don't know what is so busy things he is doing..

I wanted him to rest more..,

Not facing on the computer..

Busy and busy..

I also did not want say so much things..

Cause he dislike me say so much to him..

Just like his mother...!

05-04-2011

Today such as a rainy day..

Before went to school...

The sky only start crying it is call "rain"

The time is about 5.30am..

On the time..,

I just want for a bath and feel so cold..

In the moment..

My heart have a nice smile been coming out..

Today went to school..

My classmates still making a lot of noise..

Them say them will change it but them just a few minutes them will shut up only..

After the few minutes,

Them started it back...

I did not know how to control the class anymore..!

Backed house..

Quick boring..

Cause lao gong go working..

Then i ma feel lonely..

But never mind..

He asked me, went for sleep..

Then i do it..

Sleep about 1 hours,

I have wake up..

Cause i need to rushing to do my homework and borrow it to my friends..

5pm..

I message with lao gong...

He told me he very tired..

Then i asked him to drink more water..

After the few message more, he did not reply me le..

About 9 something, he only called me..

He told me that,

He have faint..

ON the time,

I damn worry him..

My heart have gone at tuition..

Backed house..,

I ask him to call me faster..

He keep tell me later and later.

On the time,

I totally very angry le..

After a few minutes only he called me..

I say you better go see doctor..

He say he will..

Then my heart only can cool down for awhile..

Because his brother in law taking him to hospital..

He 4 something am in the next day only backed house..

I asked him to stay at hospital.

He say dont want..

I feel like.. what you will do when i say?

Why cant you listen to me?

He have promised me,

He will eat medicine, sleep early, get more rest while no more smoking..

I did not know he will do that a not la..

I hope he will do that for me..!

"Keep on worry about him"

"Make me cant sleep"

"While listen his voice, I have cry out"

"I would like to stay beside him on the time"

"So sorry that i cant do anything"

However...

I ♥ Y0u

04-04-2011

The first time ..

I did not sleep for 26 hours...

Totally is very tired on the time..

At least..

I can puii you..

Can stay beside you..

All the tired also will be gone...

You happy i happy...

Today is rainy day in the early morning..
Go school with a boring mood..

Think all those things..

Today get scold from teacher..

Because teacher have complained about our class...

Our class have many complaining that have been give by all teacher..

Lastly..

She forced me to say all those things that i did not want to say..

I have say it out!

In the time,.

My heart feel so scare to say it out but needed to say..

She tahan me until 1.35pm only let me back..

Backed house..

Lao gong called me...

Then we chat awhile..

After 1 hours..

I tolded him..,

I want to sleep le..

I cant tahan anymore...!

The Worst Night

Well..

We have been quarrel..

Everything have say out from our mouth..

All those promises have gone between us have stopped..

After than that..,

I totally have changes ..

Such as,

How i treat you,

How i talk to you,

How i care to you...

Haiz..

Finally is sad case ba..

Other than that..,

We quarrel about a few hours..

I takes 5-6 hours to make back him to become happy back..

Lucky,..

At last..

All will be changes back after this..

I hope we can stay happy always..

I ♥ Mr. Lee

03-04-2011

Today wake up on 9 something..

Then pray...

Cause today is 1st of march for chinese calendar..

After praying eat things with mum..

After that go do some revision..

While doing revision..

Lao gong called me..

We have abit argue on today..

After that.,

He asked to sleep..

Then i have went for sleep awhile..

After wake up,

I say 4 miss call from my phone..

I open it..

Then i saw that is lao gong..

Then sms him back...

He did not reply..

While..

Then i go buy thing alone..

Actually go with brother..

But he suddenly go out with friends..

Then i forced go myself..

I go popular to buy books..

I go see what kind of new book have sell at there..

Finish buying..

I walk from pearl point to parkson..

That is quick far..

But nevermind..

The weather is hot..

I just cant tahan it..

When to parkson..

Go buy ice-cream at mc donald..

Then back house..

Backed house..

Continue my revision..

Finish revision..

I go fold clothes..

After that.

I sit infront of computer to do my staff..

After 1 hours plus..

Lao gong, called me..

Then talk awhile he have went to bath..

After he bathing, he called me again..

Chat awhile we argue again..

Beside..

In message, he asked dont argue anymore..

But no..

Still happened..

He say why today my mood so bad?!

Is my wrong again?

I need to say sorry?

Always i am the one need to say sorry?!

My new picture For the beginning of April

My drawing for SPM

My third drawing

My second drawing

My first drawing

02-04-2011

Well..

Starting on April..

The day is coming neared..

SPM is near..

Just left 7 months to go only..

I need to do prepare before my disnostik exam...

It is end of April or the beginning of May..

Oh my god..!

Many of kerja kursus need to do..

Done one, then must the next one..

Damnly busy..

I very sorry to my belover dear..

Because..

I can't take out my time to accompany you..

However..

I will take out some time is just for you..

Still got 17 days to go on..

Is our 2 months anniversary le..

I think this month cant celebrate with you..

But nevermind..

I will replace it for you..

Wait for me o..!

I hope everything will be fine...

01-04-2011

Well..

April Fool Day..

Everyone is lying each other..

43 days ♥

Well..

Today is the 43 days ..

I together with him..

Everything is fine after 27-03-2011...

I say i that..

I wont be quarrel and angry him anymore..

I let him do what he want to do,.

We just "hu xiang bao rong"

Then everything will be good and fine..

I really hope he wont make me disappointed anymore..

And the big things is..

"Cry"

However..

Now he is preparing my birthday present for me..

I totally know that is a car..

But dont know what he going to do on the car..

I waiting for the suprise..

My birthday still got 5 months 3 days to go..

Hope this years and comings year ..

I can celebrate with him..

My lovely birthday..

The last things is,..

I want to say is...

LAO GONG..,

I LOVE YOU FOREVER..

MISS YOU EVERY SECONDS, MINUTES, HOURS, DAYS, WEEKS & YEARS

MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*