21-04-2011 ( 1.59am)

I did not know what happen to my hubby..

Maybe he think too much on what was happen on sunday..

I know he dislike it..

But i have no choice..

I also have do it..

I just show it to you..

He say he want go out and calm down..

I 100% he have go drunk again..

He always like that..

Why can't he dont like that..!

Just sit down and think it la..

Drunk is want to ma zhui himself..!

Ok..

He like ba..

I promised him..

That i wont smoke, drunk, clubbing and sok k..

I also wont do it when i am sad..!

I tahan myself to make sure that i wont do it..

I respect him..

So I did all this for him..

At last..,

I can't tahan this chi ji,

I have faint again..

I really don't know what happen to myself..!

I very angry to myself..

Why anything happen is come from me..!

As what i told him..

I am a useless girl friends between all his girl friends!

I know my problem..

No need try to make me happy anymore..

If i happy, i will show you i am happy.

When i unhappy, i also wont let you know..!

That only what can i do now,.!

I will change back myself to my bad attitude..

That you will never tahan about it!

After faint..

Wake up..,

My nose is bleeding..

I also dont know why..

My head is hot and pain..

After that,

My mouth start bleeding also..

Hate all this happen on me..

But is ok ba..!

I will never care about myself anymore..!

Thanks you have enjoy yourself with me..!