Sad case ! :(

My love have broken into pieces >< all is because of me. You said lao po cant simply call , before this you say I am your coming day wife, but now I know you trying to get a new girlfriend ! Sorry , I cant be your last. You scare I check your phone. Without checking I also know you chatting with other. And did not have time to accompany me at all. I not a girl that you need anymore. You treat me just like a toy. When you need me you only will find me. When you want relax you will find me. This is call boy? I will never drop my tear anymore. Cause you never bother.

Once again !

I very sad. Why must you always treat me so? I really have a real question to ask you, did you love me ? I do everything because of you. But you did not care at all. You try to hurt me right now, you try to make me angry. Before this, you will never do all this to me. I really wanted to know what cause you do all this to me ? I sad, I never show you. I cry I never tell you. If this time, I get pregnant, I will never tell you and I will drop it. I wont take a baby to tie you up and I really wont marry with you that you really not love me and trying to hurt me. I can stand for this month more. Even I think my birthday also wont be celebrate with you. Cause you really did not know what I want. Even , I have cry so many times infront of you. You just will say dont cry and no meaning at all.. your heart wont be pain ? Maybe I not the person that you really love me much!

Get lied by him again !

I will never believe you. You wanted go have a trip with your buddy, why cant you told me,.? Why must lie me..? Say you have meeting at balai. What is the shit are you talking about..? I am just a stupid lady that give you lie., I just will keep my mouth shut up.. once you lie to me, and we will end up everything, this is just the first and last time, I will never trust you. What you do, god will saw and look though. Thanks for your everything. I am happy enough and hurt enough from you. I really know, I did not need you at all in my life.. I will concentrate on my study. You are game over in my life. Goodbye ! No chances I will give anymore ! You will find someone is better than me !

My feelings !

Together for 1 year and 2 month... our relationship did not become good and just getting worst. I know your friends are  more important than me. I not the girl that can stay long with you.  Between I also have think to gives up. Because now really like no meaning at all.. I just wanted to put more time in my final exam.. I also feel single is the best. I can spend more time with friends and I did not need to accompany someone that not really like to together with me all the time.. I asked myself to think open minded.. let it go... I believe when I let it go, all my things will getting better and my sick will getting better ! You dont care about ne I am alright ! I will take care of myself ! Between this 20 day is the best time for me to look though how is your attitude and just a time for me to rest... I wanted to think properly ! Sorry I not your anymore. And I just like a pattern that you want. Beside that,  what promises that we have already gone. I did not wish it will be the important thing for 2 of us.. as long you happy , just did everything you need ! I can stay alone in all the time.. and I really not the person that you need only I will appear ! I not like a toy .. sorry ! I really hurt you better that I get hurt from you.. beside that all is painful things on me.. I just wanted to be a happy girl...