My feeling?

Did anyone know my feeling?

I was very very sad when i have be scolded on friday..

I always be the victim of you all..

Why cant you all be my victim once?

I really very sam fu to stand in front of you all..

Stand in front of you all.,

I just feel like upset while i want cry too..

Did anyone know my feeling?

I really cant sleep well..

Many dream i have get..

Why this will happen in my life?

I just want belove listen to my feeling only..

But..

He also cant do it for me..

While..,

I get scolded from you yesterday..

Thanks you alot..

You did not help me,

While you scolded me alot...

THis is the way you help me..,

I suffer for 6 days..,

No one care about me..

I cant smile at all..

why?

I force myself to smile..

Also cant...

And..

He also never care me..

This is a way a bf treat the gf?

I did not sleep more than 4 hours..

I did not eat much than 1 time..

When i am pain., I did not take once of the medicine..

Cause..,

I really hope..,

I will fall down in this time..,

And wont be wake up for forever...

I want do something to hurt myself so much..,

But the time, haven't be reach...

I need to plan for so many things..

And i really hard to control myself..

Sorry here..

If i really want to do something is stupid in my life..

I did not appreciate what my god have given me..

Thanks so much god..

You help me alot..

And so sorry to my parents, family while my belove..

I will be going living you all soon..

Sorry so much...