03-09-2011

Today wake up on 5am.

Cant sleep back..

Cause sick until feel want die..

After that..

Prepare something to cook for my hubby..

Finish cooking is about 6.40am..

Then i rust to bath and ready..

On that day..

Actually want make up de..,

But..

Feel my eyes very ugly so no make up le..

After that..,

7.15am go out from house..

When to pasar pagi go buy mee for myself..

Cause i did not want to eat rice..

7.54am at bukit jalil de station lrt..

Wait about 15 minutes only got lrt come..

Reached tasik selatan then need wait more 25 minutes only got ktm come..

Force to sit under the sun..

After that..,

Go to hubby house by taxi..

Cost Rm 4.20

Is cheap liao de la..

Reach..,

Called hubby..

He have been wake up..

He say he is waiting for me..

I was so suprise..

This is the first time,

He did this for me..

Chat awhile..

After that i feel tired..

I went for sleep..

Cause on the time i was sick and suffering already..

Before sleeping..,

We are playing around..

But suddenly..

My mind think about our sad things..

He did not know that i was crying..

At last..,

He know..,

He turn to another side and did not want to talk with me..

After i cool down..,

I disturb him and sek fan him..

On the time..,

We sleep until 4 something only wake up..

Then we sit at the living room and chat..

Suddenly he called so many people..

And he was very angry on the time.

Because have some problem..

I asked him many things..

And at last..

I cried..

I hug him very hard..

Cause i scare i will lose him in my life..

Around 7 something..,

He send me back to my house..

After bathing..,

Amanda muii called me..,

She say she want come and find me..

I was like ==

Why suddenly come find me?

Sure got something wrong..

Ask her what also dont answer..

After that..,

Around 9 something le,

She come with lck..

I was what the hell..

Them called all kai gor come..

Lucky 10 something i can back house le..

Hehe..

Backed house..

Rust to find everything that hubby want..

Lucky find it..

He was very happy..

After the things..

We chat about 4 hours..

In that 4 hours..

I already know about the true things about his family..

And i also have tell him..

I also have try to be gives up in this relationship..

I cry for 2 hours..

Totally..

Very sad cause i really say out everything that i have been keep for so long..

No choice..

At house no one i can be say long..

Beside friends need to waste credit..

He is the best hearded for me..

At last we sleep at 4 am..