Beside me...!

Nowadays..

Beside me de things all have gone..

My friends?

Totally i did not who can i talk too..

When i want to talk with someone..

I feel like i will loss control..

I did not know what i will say out..

I scare i did not care people feeling and keep on scolding people...

My family?

Them will just say..

You want this become so.

You should settle it by yourself..

My family will never care about my feeling at all..

Them need what from me,

I just must do it..

Totally hate myself..

My boyfriend?

Me and him just always argue..

Cant talk well..

If want talk well also about few days..

After the few day all will start over again...

My facebook?

Facebook is to let me write out my words that i want to say..

But now totally useless le..

Facebook nothing can be with friends..

Just for see those sad and unhappy things..

My blog?

Maybe this is the way that can help me in my life..

When i am happy or sad i also will share it in my blog..

I know many people think this blog is full of sadness..

But myself dont think so..

Cause i also been happy also..

Happiness memory also have stick on my brain..

But now totally have become less..

My diary?

Diary is to remind what i need to do on everyday..

Without my diary..

All my staff cant be go on well..

My brain?

Totally is full of sad and happy things only,.

Can i wash it out and keep all the new things?

I need it..!

My body?

Nowadays..

Feel my healthy is not so good anymore..

Many type of sick have happen in this year..

I did not know when i will gone in this world..

Just wait the day is coming..