07-03-2011

We have getting less chatting le..

He tell me that, he was very busy..

Then i ma be fine lor..

Nowadays, little bit things we also have start quarrel..

I did not know what happen to me..

Today walk to school..

Damn no mood..

Feeling like crying on the time,

Cause..

I feel that..

He did not want care me,

Did not want to treat me,

Did not want to like me,

Did not want to love me...

I dislike this feel..

I feel so moody when he did not talk to me and find me..

Damn sad a..

All is because of my wrong all this have happen..

He told me, that he will go to taiwan in this few day le..

I feel so wrong that i have given him to go there..

I did not know what is my feeling when he have when to there..

I think i will be made because he not beside me..

Can i ask him dont go???

But i did not let him, means i very zi shi..

Can i do that?

I really need him..

Me and him, getting nothing to chat le..

because of he have disappointed on me..

So he treat me as his friends only..

I very sad and disappointed to myself..

I damnly hate myself..

I asked him,

You will leave me away?

He say he wont...!

This answer just will make happy for awhile only..

I really very sorry to him'

I cant go teman him at saturday night...

But..

I have promised him that sunday will out..

I really hope he wont angry anymore..

I damnly fan a..!

I have done my card yet..

Even touch it!! ><

Haiz..

SO miss him...!~