Yesterday..
I backed from times square..
We start argue until the night of 9pm..
I have cry for 3 -4 hours..
It is very tired..
The first things we argue is about..:
He angry me that i go watch movie..
Because i still unfeeling well..
Ya..
I really got feeling well..
Why cant i go relax?
I have my own reason..
And you did not want to listen..
The second things :
He say that i have been change heart..><
I did not at all..
You think want to put down a person is so easy?
No..!
Want to love a person is easy...!
But...
For me...
Is not..!
You think back..
Why you want to chase me for 1 month?
You think it properly..
The third things :
I have been change..
I did not at all..!
I change to follow you up..
Also got wrong?
You will starting busy in your work..
And me will..
Starting to study hard..
Do you know my stress?
I trying to change my thinking..
But..
At last also cant..
You just will say me change..
I change myself for you!!!!
The four things :
I also have feel you have another girl..
Why i feel that?
Because..
Last time,
I want to see your facebook..
You wont say no..
But now..
You say you need privacy..
OK..!
I give you have own privacy...
Then what was happen?
You treat me so cool..
DO anything did not care my feeling..
What is all this?
You tell me la..!!!
The fifth things :
We go out with friends and sms with friends..
I did not go out with friends..
If i want go out with them.,
I will..
But..
I did not..
I respect you..
I know you dislike i together with them..
I have try to do it..
Sms with friends..
Ya.
I have,.
You did not have time talk to me and sms with me..
Why cant i reply people message that sms me..?
ALL is just my kai sai lou, kai mui and kai gor..
Got any problem?
I did not know what you are thinking?
The six things :
I say we better change our sim card together..
What you say?
I dont feel like have any good reason that i need to change..
OK..
Ya..
Why i want to change?
Cause we dont trust together..
We change number and just give that the person that we know each other..
IS fair!!
But..
YOu did not want!!
The seven things :
We did not trust each other anymore..
Why?
What causes?
For me..,
I also dont know why..
For you..?
I did not know your answer at all...!
......................................................................................................................................................
At last..
He called me.,
And say want break up with me!!!
Why you want treat me like that?
I just want to know..
Your heart still have me?
If you do like that,
You will be happy?
The things that i gave to him..
He say he will give back me..
And..
We dont be contact until i finish my spm..
I begged him..
Dont break up..
We ask me to choose..
1. break up..
2. we still together...
For anyone..
Who also will choose number 2.
Why he still ask?
He ask anything..
I also will say..
My heart just have you..
If you think i change heart..
Why should i so care you..
And i want our love be continue..?
You should know my answer...
I asked him.,
You remember our promises?
Ya..,
He just remember 2..
So..
That means..,
you still remember..
Why you want to do it?
All the time,
we argue..
You are the one to say break and end up..
Why cant we dont say anything..
Lets cool down..
You know about it..
What i say..
All is rubbish..
Cause you dont trusted me..!
Sorry..
If we still together..
You keep on think all the before things..
I will tell you,..
You will say thousand million time that you want break with me..
You know my meaning..
NOw...
I cant find you and contact you..
I say real..
A few hours more.,
I cant find you..
I wont be stay at this world anymore..
You will have the pain for forever..!


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