I have cried T_T

Today..,

At school.,

I damnly moody..

Because i keep on thinking the things that he have told me..,

Make me very suffer and heart very pain..

I keep on want you to forgive me only..

But you cant..

Finally today afternoon you reply my message..

You keep on ask me to think about 2 weeks only give you the answer..

Why you can't believe the answer is same after 2 weeks..

I just want a last chance only also cant?

What is the meaning?

I very sure, you did not know how suffer i am..,

Almost a day i cry more than 5 times..

I did not sleep for 2 days..

And i just eat once in a day...

I did not want this happen in my life..

I know one day,

I will faint or in hospital because of this problem..

This 2 days, what i eat i vomit back..,

I did not feel like eating anymore..

I did not eat,

My stomach will start pain..

Maybe comes gastric...

Can i end up my life ma?

I really very tired le?

I think before to jump down from a building..,

Or..

Give a car bang..

Is more easy way..

Try to plan happen in this few days..

I want him to regret..,

After i die..

I did anything is for him..!