Think back...

This few days..

I have think back many things..

From 12 years old to 16 years old...

How bad am I??

I know I damn bad people between all my friends...

I have did so many thing that all my friends did not do before de...

Just like...

Always outing with boys until midnight or morning..

Take pils and drug...

Always go out drunk..

Stay over night at boys house..

Sleep together with boys...

SOk k...

Sell drug and pil...

Play people love...

People dare me do de things, I will do it...

Still have many more..

If I list out will scared you all..

haiz...

I feel so sad and so disapointed to myself that I have do so many things...

I now already stop it..

But I get de respond Just like what I do to people...

I know I am too bad..

Should I end my life??

Should I say sorry to them??

Or..

What should I do for them???!!

I feel so sorry to my parent..

Why got this kind of daughter...??

I also dont know why I become so bad!

Sorry dad and mum..

If I let you know all this things..

YOu sure will kill me or Ask me dont back this house anymore le...

I want to forgive myself???

can???!!!